shoulda choulda woulda

Is it Immaturity or insecurity

I do my Charity as my clarity

Barely me insanity

It Worry me will they Bury me manually

I feel this is my dead man story

Red dam story

It was all dealt with on my own didn’t know how to win so I suppress

Now I’m depressed hit myself with a belt on my own screwed myself with stress

Suicidal acting all perfect I thought it was to protect myself switch this/

if I was open i would be good now now I’m chokin’ well shoulda choulda woulda