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something I'm currently writing to my ex. lol

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Battle on May 12 2023

CHALLENGER'S RAP

  • Hey girl you wanted to play-me?
  • Fine enough, now it is my turn!
  • Fire enough, this song'is gonna make-you burns!
  • six-months wondering her feelings then almost two-years wasted in haste!
  • Six-feets underground is where my feelings are buried,
  • restings while decomposing.
  • Go bitch do cry cause I'll hope you'll burns'in hell for those lies girl!
  • (Hiding'is still lying.)
  • (Flirthing'is still cheating.)
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  • Remember when I asked-you sincierly if something happened or you had feelings towards him,
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  • and you told me like all the other girls of this damned world:
  • "Calm-it-down'n don't panic-it-up then chill-it-up a bit he'is just a friend love"
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  • Hey it does seems a-lot alike a lie but,
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  • liar even told-me earlier this year she kinda hated-him,
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  • (Even if I already knew what was going-on and about to happen but I still trusted-her t'ill the end only to gets deeply deceived because I sincierly loved-her.)
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  • but anyway I genuinely don't care anymore.
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  • Remember the day I asked-you
  • "Hey sweetie what're you doing"?
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  • and you told-me you were at a friend's,
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  • (I knew it was not only for some friendly activities but I decided to shut-it up at it so I've not permanently dumped-you out)
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  • But the more I knew the more I should have had.
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  • You told-me you have tried to make things better,
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  • Only shits you've done is to have stayed quiet and make-it seems alike everything was fine
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  • A big try isn't-it?
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  • A stiffed lie haven't-it?
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  • When all you got now is broken-hopes
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  • telling-you to'n-thru your soul to use this thigten-rope'round your neck,
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  • alike a paper-cut between the thumb and the index,
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  • itching'n burning as much as some chlorine spilled atop of the skins
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  • t'ill disappeared in vapors,
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  • alike Ben agains't Vader.
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  • But the only different thing from this that I got is that it is permanent
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  • and also remanent,
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  • living-it,
  • facing-it
  • then starring-at it,
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  • this is how I'm living in this tormenting-punishement who'is life.
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  • And finally to answer how I feel towards you now,
  • and if I would ever try to go back where we were together (haha!)
  • I got two simples questions for you:
  • Would-you claim-back a trashbag full of your useless previous used-claims?
  • Would-you sneeze-twice in this same used-cleanex?
  • I think not
  • I've been tightened my thoughts in a knot alike a titan who mountened Mount-Olympus seeking revenge at it's top!
  • (Toes to toes with Zeus!)
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  • you should feel very-lucky you're the one owning,
  • the sole owner of this lonely hamster we bought together a month-ago before the suddent break-up,
  • because hell-ya I would have had fed-it to the Blue-Cheese!
  • (My fucking cat!)
  • Or snaped his tiny neck with a single finger-tap!
  • A memorial to my emotion's burial!
  • A memorial to this separations final moments!
  • A final to this breaking-up who broke-me-up'n tored-me-down heels to hairs!
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  • But baby you are alike drugs to me,
  • I should stay-away from-you,
  • so I would not get addicted again like a fool.
  • But surely you are alike gone to me,
  • I would stare-away from heaven before running-thru-hell.
  • I cannot days-by-days keep-myself up to the top with all those trillions thoughts traversing my minds at any-times of this present-instant.

DEFENDER'S RAP

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  • I’m, not the person you’ve been loving every night
  • I’m not the one that you’ve callin when you cry
  • I’m not a lot to anybody that’s fine
  • Just know I still love more than life
  • Than life
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  • I loved more than life, that’s no exaggeration
  • This society’s too fake for things alive, it’s saturated
  • I know timing all was wrong it’s not my fault and it’s not yours
  • But still these feelings that you gave me are what put my songs on your
  • You’re still beautiful each time I see you
  • I hold my breath, cuz it’s the air you breathe too
  • I tried to hold my heart away but I’m so see through
  • And even as my friend it’s obvious I’ll always need you
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  • You’re texts will light up my room, I’m sitting in gloom
  • I see my phone ping, notifs saying it’s you
  • I see you with him, instagrams tryna kill me
  • So I turn off my phone and try to sleep away all these feelings
  • You’re happy I’m sad
  • You’re safe but I’m lonely
  • You let me vent when I’m made
  • But that don’t change I’m the only
  • It prolly never changes looking at how I’m created
  • I’m more suited just for picking up the ones who devastated
  • Come my way because I’d rather die than have you feel broken
  • But I claim nothing for myself somehow I still am outspoken
  • Part of mes bitter how I never earned what they didn’t work for
  • Whether money or for love but I’ll be honest which hurt more
  • I could live on food stamp pensions just to get me through breakfast
  • But I can’t think of life without you cuz that life is depressing
  • I’m happy you’re happy, don’t get me wrong cuz he’s awesome
  • But when they world find one more blessing it just seems I lost one
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  • So I just smile, wave, congratulations
  • Best thing in gods whole creation
  • Finds the one who loves complete
  • I did the same but I can’t compete
  • I miss the days of you and me
  • We never dated I don’t think
  • But still you were my everything
  • You still are but you wear his ring
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  • I wanted you to go to prom with me that’s pretty normal tho
  • You’re my best friend for five whole years and who else ever wants to go
  • You said you had to talk to him and after that he just said no
  • Can friends not go out to a dance it’s my last chance that I could ever go
  • I realize in that moment lines were drawn and set in stone
  • And you are on the other side with him but I’m alone
  • I want my friend he wants his lover and I don’t k ow why I’m so bitter
  • And since we never really worked my closest tho g to love is tinder
  • I guess it’s really true, love comes first than friendship
  • When I look to the past, I wish our lives had turned out different
  • I wish each morning as I wake up thag our lives had different endin’s
  • But I know that I’d be toxic cuz I’m just too codependent
  • I’m writing songs fifteen past midnight that won’t ever get seen
  • Reminiscent of my past and what my life could have been
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  • //Bridge
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  • I guess my season of watching you go from happy to horrid
  • And seeing you be strong as steel from all the pain youve been storin
  • If I could do it all again I’d still not change it’s important
  • Just know you’re on my mind each second that I’ll be touring

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