CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Im never gon see a tomorrow ive been dealing wit so much sorrow can i please borrow? Some life cuz it seems like im dead inside all of the pain i feel inside i feel like im ready to die im ready to fly up high i really be countin these M's everyday im sinnin again im sorry but its jus the way i am you aint ever finna take that away. Mama raised me better but she aint here anymore she flyin high somewhere where all of her pain is gone. I love you mama but i hate the way you jus left me you coulda waited til i was older so i could actually help you instead you did it when i was a kid and dad had to explain why you aint here tryna deal wit the fact ill never see you again its hard but im starting to see that youll want me to move on not sit here in pain while thinkin im finna die now. Tell me why you left? Were you unimpressed? Were you fighting demons and jus couldnt fight em anymore? I understand you were hurtin but why did you leave? I really needed you and it seems you didnt want anything for me. I couldve helped you if you would have jus waited and not taken any more pills till i was 13 then i couldve helped you but instead you made it feel like everything was taken from me.