DEFENDER'S RAP

• my pen hits the subject of love once more
• I said id stop, n without it id be torn
• tired ah screenin my feelings guess it got people bored
• And i see this battle, grab my feelings start bleedin and prepare for war
• //the same beat I wrote for this girl in a cell
• Im going crazy there aint no life with only myself
• Kinda like brain damage, my head health really fell
• runnin round in loops cuz the hurt aint being expelled
• now im
• PLannin on tearin hearts with my fuckin malice
• just to replenish to stay away from sadnes
• I became empty chacin love its madness
• what would i do without the option of burnin leaves to ashes
• Dont even think therapy could save me,
• if i switched out the time i use for all my classes
• like uh,
• These people tellin me to change they aint get my kinda pain
• loving without losing and going insane, aint even love
• ill be sayin till my grave, i cant be saved, time will tell whether
• i can break threw the chains
• n right now it aint changin the verdict of the case
• seems this is my life now my mind wont leave her erased
• tellin myself forget her fuckin face
• my mind lusts her like tobbacos fuckin taste
• And now,
• Time meet the drain another century finna burn up to waste
• Swear if you hurt me ill be phased for a day
• comin back the next begging for you to stay
• Figuring out my life, with a craze cuz the future aint bright enough to gaze
• 30 lines too fast, no help im trapped in a maze