Battles The_115 vs lil_jakie69
RULES
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CHALLENGER'S RAP
- I am tired-off saying that I am okay,
- No more joy in those eyes anymore,
- No more life in that soul anymore,
- Now that I am down on the ground my life ressemble some dark oxymores,
- Almost killed a man one time,
- Rage filled-up to my brain,
- Rage boiled-up in my veins,
- I felt like some knight of the night knife in the right hand steady-hands ready to cut-short a life,
- Got stopped by my father only by gaining time,
- Got fucked-up in my head this evening right after the girl I loved more than everything quitted-me,
- We say the eyes, they never lies,
- I know mind can, but the eyes they can't,
- Even if I loved-her from the deepest of myself I never saw true-love but only boredom,
- I never told-her,
- Scared I'd push-her even force-her loving someone she don't thruly,
- Scared I'd lose-her I've done everything for-her even drove myself crazy,
- Got fucked-up in my head knowing a random guy would say lies to the police about some of my friends,
- Cops got guns pointed-up right at their faces like they were criminals or some animals,
- He told to the cops they thretened-him with knives and guns when they only chatted with him about some rape allegation,
- This motherfucker got scared to go in jail so he told lies so the police attention wouldn't be on him,
- So for that I almost killed-him,
- Fighting demons all day long,
- Never seeing the ending,
- Pride is my sin but I can't live without-it,
- The storm blows so strong I feel I'm being taken-away,
- Castaway is what is lefting of this little sensible boy who can't recognise himself anymore!
- I feel I am losing-it my temper'is shorter my dreams almost wakes-me up in screams,
- Why does depression hurts so bad it's like living a nightmare awaken even unawaken at the same time,
- Dark thoughts surrounding-me like a black cloud of smoke chocking-me,
- Seeing my wolrd falling-down I can't sand-it anymore.
- I am tired-off saying that I am okay,
- No more joy in those eyes anymore,
- No more life in that soul anymore,
- Now that I am down on the ground my life ressemble some dark oxymores,
DEFENDER'S RAP
- My mind's racing, and i'm hesitating,
- I'm done with waiting, it's totally blatant.
- I'm not lying, and i'm done trying,
- All of this pain feels like i'm just dying
- I can't believe I gotta just avoid all this suffering,
- When meanwhile my heart and my mind are still buffering.
- Every time I try to rise up to the top,
- I get intercepted and then my mind just stops
- I sitting there and then my brain pops,
- And then my jaw drops and my heart stops.
- I feel trapped inside a small box,
- Now i'm looking like a fuckin' dead fox
- when i hear shots man I hear shots!
- Murderers are acting like they're damn bots!
- The pain is like a fuckin' covid shot
- The pain is like a fuckin' covid shot man
- My mom's gone and my dad's gone.
- Now you know where all my anger's drawn.
- Now i'm looking like i'm a lost faun,
- Cuz my heart's gone and my life's done
- Now i'm looking like i'm a fuckin' orphan baby,
- With some random lady who was fat and just about 80.
- What the fuck are we gonna do now?
- Just me and my bro man we barely made it out. (pause)
- We was starving cuz we were hungry daily.,
- Me and him, we were going crazy.
- As poor as a fuckin' kid in Haiti,
- In a foster care as the only babies.
- Now I’m getting shit from the news cast
- They’re like “are you adopted” or “where your parents at”
- I’m like “I don’t know” and “I think they’re dead”
- Are you happy now you got inside my head.
- Man I’m sick of this shit man I’m sick of it,
- can’t even go to school without someone talking shit.
- Yo imma kill myself I already know
- Already cut my arm but it’s not for show.
- Man i'm sorry i'm yellin' i guess i'm just mad
- it just pisses me off that my life is so sad
- I mean dealing with the trauma and all the reject
- I don’t know who to trust, who’s gonna protect.