DEFENDER'S RAP

• I’m trapped in this fuckin prison, can’t lift my damn head, dark clouds hover, like I’m lost in fuckin dread
• Ain’t no sunlight shining, just fuckin shadows instead, rolling in my fuckin sheets, like a fuckin coffin, I’m dead
• Staring at the fuckin ceiling, time’s frozen in space, every fuckin tick of the clock feels like a slap in my fuckin face
• Tryna shake these fuckin demons, but they move like a fuckin race, can't take another fuckin second, I’m in a losing chase
• Got these fuckin thoughts like a virus, fillin me with fuckin dread, thought I was a savage, now I’m just fuckin misled
• Flexin on the ‘gram like I’m living that life, but behind closed doors, it’s a fuckin knife
• Slice through my spirit, cut deep with no strife, wrestlin with my fuckin shadows, ain't no peace, just the hype
• These playas think they know me, but they blind as a fuckin bat, I’m screaming out for fuckin help, but they don’t hear that
• Drowning in my thoughts, I’m a soul under fat, playin fuckin games with my mind like a fuckin acrobat
• Caught up in a fuckin spiral, where the sanity fuckin bled, in a war with my fuckin mind, and I can’t find the lead
• The sun’s blazin outside, but I'm trapped in the fuckin dark, every fuckin breath feels like chains, and I’m losin my fuckin spark
• Wakin up feelin fuckin ghostly, I’m lost in this fuckin haze, life’s a twisted fuckin carnival but I ain't in the maze
• These thoughts haunt like shadows, they’re takin my fuckin soul, I was ballin like a fuckin champ, now I’m stuck in this fuckin hole
• I zone out like a fuckin phantom, can't trust my own fuckin mind, got a heart full of struggle wanna fuckin break, but I’m blind
• I’m deeper than oceans, can't surface, I’m drowned, fuckin thoughts twistin and turnin, like a mad carnival sound
• Lyin here feelin so fuckin hopeless, the world moves so fuckin quick, while I’m drownin in sorrow, they just flexin for kicks
• I scream at the fuckin ceiling, like “Motherfucka, why?” life’s a beast with no fuckin leash, and I’m just lettin it fly
• Every laugh feels like fuckin daggers, every tear hits like fuckin bricks, got me wishin for fuckin peace, but it don’t come on the quicks
• Echoes of anguish resound in my fuckin cranium, a cacophony of despair as the fuckin weight of the world converges, suffocatin, leaving me fuckin bare
• In this abyss of despondency, I'm lost, forlorn, and alone tormented by the fuckin demons that I've created, my own personal throne
• The melancholy mist that shrouds my fuckin mind, a perpetual fuckin twilight zone, Where the sun never fuckin rises, and hope's just a distant, fadin moan
• I'm trapped in this labyrinth of self-doubt, a maze with no fuckin escape, where the fuckin shadows of my psyche whisper "you're to blame" in a hauntin acheInto my soul, a heavy fog that clings
• Into my fuckin soul, a heavy fog that fuckin clings, a perpetual fuckin twilight, where hope's wings are clipped
• The weight of the fuckin world, it fuckin presses down on me, a fuckin crushing force, that's hard to fuckin breathe, you see
• The fuckin demons they fuckin whisper, 'You're not enough', a chorus of self-doubt, that cuts like a rough
• The more I try to rise, the more I fuckin fall, trapped in this fuckin hell, where darkness stands tall
• I'm searchin for a way out, but it's hard to fuckin escape, feelin like I'm fuckin drowning in this endless ache
• I put on a fuckin mask, tryin to hide the fuckin pain, but it's fuckin eatin away, like a fuckin cancer in vain