DEFENDER'S RAP

• I'm feeling very weak as my heart is starting to ache
• In all sincerity I think this was just a mistake
• My part was bearing these weights I could never tolerate
• Your part was bearing these waits you could never tolerate
• Some similarity between both of us, won't you say?
• I needed clarity, wasn't parody nor a play
• The time I took off was for me to know that you were great
• Wanted to tie my knot but you severed it separate
• Now I'm preparing for disparity and disarray
• Cause you've been scaring me lately with the treatment you lay
• I was right beside you baby trying to cheer your day
• But you cut me up like paper just to throw me away
• Now you're celebrating getting over paper mache
• You stay berating the name you've forsaken to this day
• And I be taking the blame inside of my every prayer
• I've always been self-aware of my choices I would say
• I think of both sides of the equation and then I pray
• I close my eyes and I pay the price for it to this date
• Cause soon as I shut'em a dream of you drives me awake
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• 6 years in the making of this horrible memory
• Guess it had to happen I'm a capable better me
• A doctor was describing your love 'n' serenity
• The doctor is now prescribing LSD, ecstasy
• I shall forgive you just to live true to the man in me
• This damn page will be a bandage for me eventually
• But for now my heart shakes crying over this melody