DEFENDER'S RAP

• Miss you man
• Hopin' you're up there holding his hand,
• With no more tears to shed.
• Man, I can't wait till I see you again.
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• Tormented, you fought with death personally
• Misunderstood, you were feelin' so lonely, Tragically
• I'm tellin' how my best friend shot himself in the head,
• Mentally, this conversation is with the dead.
• Your funeral man was depressin' n' sad,
• The guest list didn't have your name on it,
• but I wish you would've attended.
• Nostigically we would've laughed.
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• But you gave up n' gotta grip of that gun
• Grippin the glock to your head you pulled the trigger n' gone.
• There was no going back after what you done.
• That was it, you thought your burdens were too heavy
• You left us too soon, got your mom prayin too, I cried too
• When I read the words you wrote down, "What else was I supposed to do?"
• With suicide, there is no such thing as a good excuse true
• Death is speechless and the same time crude.
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• Miss you man
• Hopin' you're up there holding his hand,
• With no more tears to shed.
• Man, I can't wait till I see you again.
• (reunited again)
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• You wrote a goodbye letter but how am I suppose to address you?
• Knowin' I'll never see you again,
• Unable to grieve and come out of the pain
• I promised to be there for you, whatever you needed
• I would've responded if you texted
• Depending on someone isn't a sign of weakness
• Contrary to popular opinion it's courageousness
• He thought he was Choiceless.
• Man don't let your circumstances depress
• ya, breathless as you peer over this rocky bluff.
• Motionless, as your feet lean over the edges of the cliff.
• It was too late for me to save my best friend, sorry man.
• It's human to think "I can't keep going on" but maybe together we can.
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• Miss you man
• Hopin' you're up there holding his hand,
• With no more tears to shed.
• Man, I can't wait till I see you again.
• (reunited again)