CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Guilt
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• Live through it all
• Made me renewed, I'll still wait on that call
• These memories surround me still, like the blood soaked Dahmer's walls
• This could change my life, but I still wait on the whispering karma, my well deserved downfall
• See me lose it all in seconds, Muse that it's all my fault, I laugh for a moment
• Maybe you will notice me, make a community like a dharma, could've been chosen
• But her?
• That's a romance stolen
• You ain't need to fix what's broken, it's cold and it's hopeless, for me still
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• But I see her
• And wish I could be her
• Feel you through another
• Break my heart, watch it tear through
• Her eyes, through her eyes
• And watch me try to rise again
• Try to rise again
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• Kept me to myself, to keep me from breaking
• That striking feeling, keeps burning, turning my hatred over to cater to her again
• Left me seething over and over till I could take no more, past saving
• Left the house with a weapon of my own making
• Flowers bloomed in my mind
• Finally free of the angry lines weaving and tethered, my body flying
• I'm rising and baking, reach the front door, she answers and I-
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• But I see her
• And wish I could be her
• Feel you through another
• Break my heart, watch it tear through
• Her eyes, through her eyes
• And watch me try to rise again
• Try to rise again
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• Red and blue I hear as I run, back to the ground now, can still hear your shrieks
• Feel like I shouldn't be grinning
• But my head knows my feelings are true,
• But nothing beats
• Being the only one in your life that your gonna lose
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• I could try
• To attempt to apologise, but I really don't care enough to come out of my hide