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Lifetime
- As a child, I always looked up to you somehow, being your laugh being your voice I remembered that lifestyle I never seemed to find out what memories meant until they had passed by like a life, I had fun...and still I sit here silent.. worried, wondering like a dog, if you ever made it to the other side... questions in my mind, what's Heaven like? are you the you I remember up there?
- God is amazing "Yes He is" but I never seemed to go to church, it was the people, the way they all acted was so absurd but in a way not going there and admitting my wrongs only made them worst, I will be the first to admit that one.
- It's a wonder I don't have depression, people in my family I don't even know committed suicide before I could meet them, but seeing my families reaction to that made me collapse (Yeah) I used to view myself the way others seen me struggle...and cry out just in case if they weren't buckled by my life or the shit I've done so, that's that moving on let me go,
- God, I've been walking this road and still don't know where it goes, for everything I've done and been through I still hold on to you like grandpa's coat
- I miss him but never met him, to you, I seen your picture in mom and dads memory book, you looked just like dad and damn that's cool, Jake I never got to meet you either but I hope you know, that your a Gault too man I love you oh, I wished everyone was as close as they were before, I hate growing up..cause you gotta be mature to say goodbye when you don't want to, and I cry like a damn child thinking of change its funny, I said change made you better in a way but so far it just takes me away from myself, breaks me into pieces, I don't...I don't have a heart of steel man, I'm not Superman my heart is glass and tape don't heal that shit.
- I'm so tired, I'm so tired of struggle Father, but I am trying not to complain because we've been through worst I know that, but I have always said that patience was key I'm stuck in the process of finding the door ugh, thank you, for saving my life everytime that you did, these times right now are going easier than they did, let people talk let them point and laugh they don't know my certain position, I've been following a dream for 15 years so far you know the business, God, I blamed you and became greedy an awful lot, all because when we we're poor and I found that cash in the parking lot I took it, didn't say a word but thanked you, spent that cash quick and begged for more expected cash from you and blamed you on a daily basis...
- It's embarrassing it is, but I deserve more of a punishment and haha, karma's a bitch, tell her I said that because she ain't nowhere to be found I know the definition of life now and regret what I did, but we move past everything and make ourselves change for the best, I was an asshole to my family yes I was, argued with my mom because we were poor at the time, broke the law and argued again because she wouldn't pay my fine got into drugs and dumb people around my life, they tell you "stay away from them" and they go in the back of your mind ah they don't know man, I'm just on my grind..
- moved away forget the past I, hated the idea of restarting because apparently I worked for everything, came here in Altoona PA and realized I was alive, searched to find my reasoning why, haven't found it yet but I got closer with my, surroundings,family and the only guy, to get me here today I can't thank you enough God for giving me strength walking this road as the world passes me by, I have this cloud above my head always storming down people threatened I would be dead but fuck what they think I enjoy life while I can haha everytime I do something else is given by the opened hand,
- Got in a four wheeler accident damn near died, okay so I was life flighted when I was an infant, split my front and back of my head op en and now hit by a car fractured body how am I fucking alive? Children or parents in this case, want a child to be successful, I was the mess up I wanted to drop out and drug deal, "If you drop out get the fuck out this house" oh, looked at everyone as my enemy swear to God I'm finding myself, tried dating...two cunts cheated on me and fucked my mind up, well that's nice um, I get too attached to these psychos why do I do this to myself? never again I'm my own guy though, dated again years later same shit came by like a tightrope, argued against my family threatened to move away broke, at the time bro, I didn't care whether I was walking the dark roads or eating out of a fucking dumpster.
- I was dumb er than a box of rocks you could say, but take this rock to my head and take the pain away or at least grab a fucking gun and paint my brains along this paved pavement, never thought of actually doing self harm never believed in it, but instead of sitting here bitching about the same shit let's feel like a man, get a job and make bank man,got cash with no payments it was good but because of a bitch, I quit that job and lost her eventually once again, I fucked up on my name made my self worthless because of that, I failed school ag ain, yes stuck in thirteenth grade, told the world I was going to prove them wrong and make it, proved them right making me embarrassed I'm currently going through this dog, im stuck on a leash damn...
- I don't have depression, I don't have anxiety, no suicidal thoughts it's a wonder I can't think, from age 6 I was stuck in speech,talk, and stupid mental classes and nothing was wrong with me, I was capable of anything I ever wanted, but they all took it away from me, got beat the fuck up everyday in school man grade 6 to grade 8 and damnit..I'm a redhead, I had glass es "so" SO? I WAS THE PERFECT TARGET! my whole life was vomit on dogshit was so poor in Tyrone couldn't afford to do laundry, so that was another thing towards the crowd that made me opposite, yes I've been dirty this life is fucking exhausted, sometimes my pale skinny ass would get so mad I could get nauseous or start a mosh pit, "there he is" fuck with me stuff my face in a toilet or a swamped armpit! just because I was born this way a blonde bitch would start roumers and watch it all happen
- I respected everyone, everyone, until they showed me not to..the words coming at me and hurting my mindset was like puffing exhaust tips it's funny, people then used to call me gay,fag, cockpit and now I call em' it they get offended, and back then I was the bitch? that's why I found hip hop and, going off and on damn near lost it, these kids wanna talk shit I'ma get back at it and start rapping, elementary school, is when this happened, tried and practiced fucked up battles and won some Matthew, became an addict at it, like a bitch wearing a tight bra and pants pulled up for fashion in other words Kardashian, so I found this, used my rage all them years created Maniacle the bastard started rapping more told people now to eat a fat dick, took a bitch and tapped it now that shit was action no longer people spitting in my face, the bitches swallowed and I spit acid in bars.
- People cutting at the wrist no longer was my support man, now it was add an inch! I'm like a disease to these rappers, the way I am, the way I look, my knee is so fucked up over that quad crash should have seen the debree, it's like a Chinese scene of Godzilla smashing into a buil ding I mean, I pray every fucking day man, whoever you are, wherever your from you can't give up, these people....will swing, swing back! These people....will talk, talk back! These people walk...you walk forward because whether your the disease that spreads ha, spread like a seed of a difference because that's what we need in our citizenship, the streets can beat me and you down but will never take our breath, we breath....we bleed...from the poor like me then, to the rich me now we all struggle in something...I have food for the unfed, I will feed, I have money for the poor est, no more greed, I have inspired and if that​ makes a difference, so be it!
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