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Apologies
- I used to act fast
- so I could have the last laugh
- 'fore the doc said to decaf the riffraff
- used to laugh, till i got medicated
- now I can't, it's faded like the glint
- in a jaded soldier's eyes, eviscerated
- so it's a life wasted
- In a trance I waited
- who knew it'd be so
- complicated man I'm dedicated
- is it the Vyvanse ?Maybe
- but this is my chance
- I'd rather die than collapse
- my mind constantly lapses
- I needed glasses to see how
- meds run laps around the masses
- they gave me a rush, was fantastic
- now all i feel is sadness as I lay
- down on my mattress and look at the roof
- anxiety rising, poised to get paranoid
- i do not enjoy this pain
- but i will not disappoint
- nor play the blame game
- I ain't lil Wayne i can see when my
- talent wanes, i'm in chains
- put my head through a window pane
- i don't want the fame
- destitute like a poor man with no name
- and despite being a zombie
- more dead than you would want me
- I don't hear no complaints from
- the teachers, it's a shame to see but
- i guess it's better than huffing ether
- and seeing whether Ethan was leaving
- it's beating season and its treason
- not to be a demon
- Schoolyard rules
- don't get me tempted
- i'll put a bullet into you
- or a brick to the dome
- shoot up your family in
- your own damn home
- 'fore i continue ripping this paper
- with the tip of my fountain pen
- deciphering these words
- like a mountain of men
- working to the end of the line
- these are my rhymes and my story
- till the end of time
- locked away in my mind
- and I ain't commit no crimes
- all I am is a broken man in his prime
- sounds asinine but i walk a fine line
- between lacking a spine
- and being a walking punchline
- see every day of my youth i
- was bullied i concede
- you can see, school is a breeding ground
- for people like these
- those who want power
- cos their own life
- keeps getting harder
- they take it out on others
- anyone smarter
- I'm guilty of it too, i had a
- skewed view but thats no excuse
- to lead someone to drink booze
- in their youth to try to sort their issues
- and i'm really sorry
- for all the things that i said Johnny
- i was confused so i abused
- just to amuse myself and introduce
- my self loathing to you
- And I don't want you to misconstrue
- this ain't impromptu it's overdue
- speaking of the truth while i'm
- rapping in the booth
- spitting so hard that I've
- lost a tooth yet i refuse to improve
- cos i be limiting myself by destroying
- my health and grandiose visions I be
- fornicating with myself
- thinking i'm the greatest
- ignoring naysayers
- labelling them haters
- sayonara catch ya later
- yet i be desecrating the
- legacy of the greatest OG's
- that the world's ever seen
- conquerors of the seven seas
- bitches please ,like scurvy
- it's a disease that's got me
- begging on my knees
- as the genre moves forward but
- my music goes freeze
- wheels turning backwards with
- every slight breeze causing me to sneeze
- got writers block when i thought i had it all
- Flip a rock, see my beard turn my clippers on
- wanna see my face in the paper
- gotta stay the same to remain famous
- gotta keep the focus on the social locus
- Feel like I'm doing my seven labours
- History ain't doing me any favours
- been through enough as a kid
- seen enough that I did
- got my start, had a fit
- self destruct bottoms up
- thats all that it is
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