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- whether knives or a fork, cut your body in fours,
- sweating salivary glands out these fucking pores,
- drowning in fire but puking out water,
- taking the hand of the devils daughter,
- you know what fuck that i was gonna go hard but than i received a flashback of my life,
- ugh everyone thinks i got it eazy ive never had things eazy just fuckin listen,
- yeah it all started when i popped out the womb,
- not even crying i could tell life would be gloom,
- as i grew older n older,
- my heart turned colder n colder,
- seventh birthday,
- i watched my mama get her ass beat,
- i ran out the back telling the neighbors to call the police,
- another year later,
- nothing ever changed except for when mama left me for vegas,
- i thought shed be famous,
- she said anythings possible just have patience,
- so i waited hours a day next to the phone plugged into my wall,
- she finally called said it was beautiful here,
- i told her i miss her,
- and she said awe,
- i was sad she left,
- i cant even dream unless its NyQuil i digest,
- one week later she called another time told me she met a guy ,
- i told her why the last guy hurt directly in front of me,
- she said this guys different i gotta go bye baby,
- she called 2 hours later crying over the phone,
- even though we were miles away i could feel her tears hit my cheek,
- she told me he hit her and left in the hospital hurt severely,
- i instantly thought of the last time it happened,
- bringing my rage to its peak,
- i asked courageously where is he,
- she told me hes in jail not for beating me but for popping acid,
- i told her goodnight, and she replied by saying goodbye,
- i layed in bed for hours thinking of the horrors,
- until i finally fell asleep drowning in pillows,
- by the time i turned 13 i had already started smoking,
- weed cigarettes, practically all of the main narcotics,
- arrested not, i havnt been caught,
- but i felt like it would be coming soon,
- from the crowd i hang with to the smoking pontoon,
- but one day i walked through the front door of my own home,
- and my dad smelt my clothes and whooped my ass,
- never knew real pain,
- til i closed my eyes,
- receiving a beating from my biological father,
- creating images of hell within my pointless laughter,
- crying out daddy im sorry for sinning please forgive me,
- than he slandered the lords not daring to say it in vein,
- and he struck my face like lightning hits a tree,
- red cheeks like a phosphorus fire,
- than i shut down and fell into something i still contain,
- something no one should ever wish to obtain,
- doctor called it depression, chronic depression to be exact,
- in fact he said ive been diagnosed with it,
- not knowing what that meant i said thats cool ill get through it,
- but im still sitting here filled with depression,
- having a minor memory of the happy days within my recollection,
- ive said enough this isnt stuff i like to talk about but today im feeling under extreme depression.
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