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Dear Freakshow(Inspired by Stan by Eminem)
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'll all be gray
- Put your picture on my wall
- It reminds me, that it's not so bad
- It's not so bad
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'll all be gray
- Put your picture on my wall
- It reminds me, that it's not so bad
- It's not so bad
- (Verse 1:The beginning)
- Dear Freakshow,
- Hey man. It's life. I'm sorry for how shit I have made this world lately
- I know I keep throwing these hits at you and i'm sorry
- I knock you down but you get up and i'm proud of you
- You have been struggling lately, I can see that
- I'm going to tell you how your life started, show you that i'm not that bad of a person
- We started together in 2003, a new friendship is boutta start
- I'm sorry bout your dad, he just couldn't handle being a father
- Your mom raised you on her own for a few years, she is quite strong for that
- When you were two, your brother was born
- You two got along together so well and your mom raised you guys as a single mother
- Few years later, she met a man and they fell in love
- He really was your saving grace
- Your little family moved in with him, you guys were really happy
- Your mom and him got married, they were happy.
- Let's get back to you tho
- You were a happy kid, had undiagnosed mental health but that didn't stop you
- You lived life carefree and that was great
- You started school, yea that was a little rough but it's where you met your best friend
- You got picked on in grade one until grade 5 but you didn't let that stop you
- You kept growing, kept living your life
- Kept making memories
- Unfortunately, your mom and the man got a divorce
- You guys had to move to a new town, leave your old life
- I'm sorry to end it on a sad point but I have to go now
- Stay strong my friend,
- Your friend, Life.
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'll all be gray
- Put your picture on my wall
- It reminds me, that it's not so bad
- It's not so bad
- (Verse 2)
- Dear Freakshow,
- Hey man, it's life again.
- How you been? I'm sorry for leaving on such a bad note
- Let's pick up where we left off
- In 2014 we moved to a new town after your mom and the man divorced
- You thought things would be different here and they were
- Your mom met a new man, he was quite the character but you liked him
- He gave you guys the happiness you were missing
- Remember when he went all out on your first real Christmas?
- That's a core memory you won't forget
- Age eleven was when things started to change for you
- You were the new kid at school and it was hard but you dealt with it
- Age twelve, you were diagnosed with ADHD and you were put on medication.
- I'm sorry about that one
- You started Grade 7 at twelve
- It was a struggle for you and you kept gettin bullied but you held your head high
- Age thirteen is when we started falling out and i'm sorry
- The bullying got worse and we kept fighting
- April 12, 2017, you tried to end our friendship
- You almost succeeded to
- But we pulled through
- We tried to get better but it was really hard
- It took time and I knocked you down alot
- But we pulled through and slowly started to get along
- I'm sorry to end it on this bad note again but I gotta get going
- Stay strong my friend.
- Your friend, Life.
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'll all be gray
- Put your picture on my wall
- It reminds me, that it's not so bad
- It's not so bad
- (Verse 3: Ending)
- Dear Freakshow,
- Hey man, been awhile hey?
- Seems like you have been doing well
- I'm sorry for ending it on that point again but this part of life is a long one
- Age fourteen, you started grade 9
- That's when your life really changed
- I threw so many blows at you and i'm sorry
- You lost your innocence, started hanging with the wrong people to
- You kept getting bullied and started self harming pretty bad
- I'm sorry about those punches I threw
- I know it was a hard year but hey we pulled through
- We learned a lot and started growing up faster
- Age fifteen, you started grade 10, now that was a change
- We started to get better but ended up falling again
- You lost a lot of people, failed some classes and started partying alot
- By the end tho, you seemed to change.
- Age sixteen, you started grade eleven
- I dragged you through hell and i'm sorry
- You got into it with the wrong people and was skipping classes
- You got into some bad shit and bad drugs
- You were falling down and I tried to help you up but you wouldn't take my hand
- I'm sorry that I just left you and let you give up
- A few months later tho, you called me up saying you needed help
- I was there in an instant, I pulled you out and It was hard but we made it
- We made it to where we are today
- I am so proud of you and how far you've come
- Keep holding on my friend, we are going places in life and we will make it far
- There you go my friend, a little recap on your life
- Keep holding on, I hope to hear from you soon
- Your friend, Life
- My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
- Got out of bed at all
- The morning rain clouds up my window
- And I can't see at all
- And even if I could it'll all be gray
- Put your picture on my wall
- It reminds me, that it's not so bad
- It's not so bad
- (Verse 4: Response)
- Dear Life,
- Hey Life. I'm sorry I didn't respond earlier.
- I appreciate you checking in on me. Means a lot.
- Yea it's been pretty shit lately but I always remember you're here
- Thank you for reminding me of my life and everything I have survived
- It really did help me
- I'm sorry about our falling out in grade eight
- I'm glad we survived and you helped pull me through
- I don't know what i'd do without you
- We really have been through alot but im happy we are still here together
- Thank you for taking my hand and pulling me out of that hole i was in back in 2019
- If it weren't for you, who knows where I would be?
- Without you, I cant keep going
- You remind me that I just gotta keep holding on
- And you're right, you're not that bad of person
- Until we speak again, please don't leave me.
- Your friend, Freakshow
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