CASKET

I cannot believe it

It don't make sense no not one bit

I'm standing here in front of your ca^sket

I miss

All the times that we had

Now I'm stuck reminiscing on stuff we never even had

Fuck this

I don't wanna leave it as that

I wanna let you know that fuck yeah I'm mad

That you left us, all the people that loved you

All the people that made it through life cause of you

Cause^of you...

 

Sometimes I find myself looking at the wall again

Wondering how life would be with her around again

The world is so beautiful, why am I so miserable

Last time I felt, was at my grandma's funeral

The feeling was so powerful, everything was wonderful

Wish she was multiple, now that would be a miracle

She was so beautiful, her beauty was so natural

Lying in her casket the feeling was supernatural

Never have I told her, how much that I'm missing her

Missing the way things were, these memories are forever

When family was together, that was my treasure

She was my center my momma's favorite shelter

Jumping over obstacles knowing that I'm capable

Veins full of chemicals blood in my cuticle

 

Can't take anymore of^this