Moved on

This is my confession, at best I've made a mess of/

my life, with all the stressing and this self made depression/

it's a lesson that I failed to learn, and when the tables turned/

I realised cocaine and booze had only made it worse/

it's hard for me to say these words but I can't stay in reverse/

praying that my brain will let me take away this pain that hurts/

lay awake- insane thoughts, confused at what my day's brought/

trapped inside a maze I find my way to the same door/

open it and rain pours down on me like hail storms/

relapse and inhale more crack or sniff the cane form/

highly addictive and dangerous when it's mixed with/

alcohol- yeah I've lived this, white has been my mistress/

aint no way I'm gonna miss this, I leave it all behind now/

will not hit that rewind button cos there's no more left to find out/

just call me the wise owl, who puts the truth in his songs/

wipe the sweat from my eyebrows, there's nothing left- I'm moving on.