wheres my motivation
• Written by saby
how can i try when i got no motivation
im full of frustration
i got no education
im stuck on medication
no one knows about these pills im taking
my time i slowly waste
theres only a matter of time when ill be replaced
i want to be completely erased
i am not the person my parents raised
wish i could be diferent
maybe someone else
i was in foster care since i was twelve
i always kept to myself
now i feel so alone
the only people i talk to are on the phone
wish i could be on my own
do what i want
but i dont know where to start
i know i cant go far
especially when im hidding in the dark
im emotionally scarred
i want to go on a rampage
i want to change
i want to one day be on stage
instead of locked in a cage
always afraid
poetry is great
but i hesitate
guess this isnt my fate
look what i can create
all i need to do is put it on tape
why am i so afraid
all this effort i have made
all the words i have gave
i got to have faith
this isnt just a phase
i cannot be replaced
this time i put in is not a waste
i know im no saint
but i can behave
im coming up on a wave
just today is not my day
i wrote it down ok
now i have to hit record and press play
yeah that wil be the day
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saby
Member since February 14 2021