Darkside

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There's parts of me I cannot hide

I've tried and tried a million times

Cross my heart and hope to die

Welcome to my darkside

 

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Welcome to my darkside you get to witness the collapse

Just looking for an excuse to relapse because I can not relax

Just don't know how to act anymore Like I don't know how to adapt

To my environment feeling trapped by the under toe of my own mine

That's why I gotta spill these words out and I gotta be rhyming

Cursed to a life sentence forced to retell everything buried in my past

Just an ordinary type of guy with trouble legendary experiences

Fuck shit you just can not near that shit Just be ready to commit

The last 4 years moved so fast it's almost like the track skipped a beat

I tried my hardest to be discrete it's hard when you feel so incomplete

 

{chorus}

There's parts of me I cannot hide

I've tried and tried a million times

Cross my heart and hope to die

Welcome to my darkside

 

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Let me show what is on the edge of my mind

Just watch out for the burning bridges don't want you to slip off the edge

I know it's a whole lot to take in but I pledged to take my own life

Only when the time is right to dispair so I can say a prayer and disappear

Like I am on the only one to have lost a game of solitaire

Maybe that is not the right comparison just know I am damaged beyond repair

My family will be in tears when I am declared dead

They were unprepared for this type of death

Only if they cared more about what remains or knew what was in my brain

Would they be the ones that remain the same?

It's like life is a cruel unforgiving game giving us too much pain

This is just the beginning fuck around and go missing living without blessings

Always second-guessing whether or not you believe the message

it's okay to feel like you were the one deceived it's guaranteed you'll be the one in pain

 

 

 

{chorus}

There's parts of me I cannot hide

I've tried and tried a million times

Cross my heart and hope to die

Welcome to my darkside