Golden Gate

I've been hanging out with narcissists.

I've been obsessed with artists.

My mother told me it'd be days like this, but you'll be ok, "I promise".

Well, I shouldn't believe what everyone says.

Cut my self real bad, guess I'm gonna need stitches.

And I've been uplifting the people with, but where's the point for this.

Before we see it's hard to live.

Couldn't take it anymore.

You ain't gotta worry no more.

I went to the golden gate.

I'm trying to decide my fate, but it was too late.

I jumped off the golden gate

they threw a lot of hate.

At an extremely alarming rate, I fell in the water.

Don't let me break, yeah I'm fragile, just put me down softer.

A sister in heaven, I guess she looked scared when i plunged.

But don't feel bad, I'm gonna join you above.

Except I committed many sins, just let me go burn with this life I didn't love.

Now momma told me, "be careful who you love."

"You don't know who could shove you in spikes."

I apologized a trillion times, but no one heard my begging cries.

These dark nights, wish I was bright, but I'm dragged into my shadow, I fall and don't try.

You ain't gotta worry no more.

I went to the golden gate.

I'm trying to decide my fate, but it was too late.

I jumped off the golden gate.

they threw a lot of hate.

At an extremely alarming rate, I fell in the water.

Don't let me break, I'm fragile, put me down softer.

Life’s a bitch and I feel her.

You told me God was the answer.

But he won't be with me forever.

You-ooo-ou.

You-ooo-ou.

Can't change who I am, guess I'm like this, no matter.

Let me go like this, ready for whatever.

I'm ready.

I'm unsteady.

I'm free and falling.

And it's painful to think about you and what happened on that fatal day.

You ain't gotta worry no more.

I went to the golden gate.

I'm trying to decide my fate, but it was too late.

I jumped off the golden gate.

Nobody even cared, they threw a lot of hate.

At an extremely alarming rate, I fell in the water.

Don't let me break, put me down softer.

Time's running out.

And I leave the earth, how my life went south.

*sirens*