Born Again

Im on the outside looking in

Im fucking confused, where should i begin

Im a christian and proud of it

God listens as i climb to this mountain summit

And i round up it with no problem and no issue

No sobbin, no tissue

I pray just that my brother lives through this

Satanic disease, no panic, no flee, im blessed and i can prove it

But things arent getting any better, fuck, im about to lose it!

 

Before my dreams were lucid but i never saw it coming

Why me? Do i got a problem or something

Got different perspectives, objectives, reflect on it but that shits not effective

Im a born again fucking atheist

Who the fuck could deserve this, now im the shadiest

I try to order, line it, organize it, but where the fuck am i placing this

I trusted you and you trusted me

Fucking you arent even real cause i lost belief

I just these things with fact, but fuck it theres no meaning

If patience is a virtue, then whys my lil bro got a Big C with no breathing

Ive gone suicidal, screw survival screw denial

I got a newest rival in christianity

Is it true, the bible? Well if so then what i do wrong

Yea a few bongs, but thats only where you made me raised upon

I ring my bell and get a few bongs, im viewed strong but i cant take it

If your real then you cant fake it on a basis in front of my face, thats too basic

Nigga cant get any higher, im the realest shit and you are a liar

Dont listen to yall cause im the messiah

I lost faith, its all fake, my souls mine, nothing left for yall take

My lord is dead, and im in your shit head

Cant believe it anymore, im born again