Ugly On My Back
• Written by Ida
Ida's Notes
Hey! This is my first rap, and I`d really like any kinda feedback, because I`m not english... Hope you like it!
She shouldn’t see me when I'm blue
All the feelings is hidden in one room
Feel like more people than one kid
All the eyes on me, just like I did
Every day is just nerves and drama
But runs still in front of the camera
Some stuff I regret, is this thing here karma?
Everything is like a less or more trauma
The man on top of my shoulder is ready to attack
Teasing and suggest me where he's ugly on the back
Can’t do anything but listen to ugly
There he works to destroy the kid
Fuck
Don’t take the phone, don’t touch mail
My door is locked, just like in jail
Jumps soon in the sea, here is too rough
All I have is time, but it won’t heal the wounds
It feels like I'm in hell
Ugly on the back only means pain and yell
Thinking about how bad my life is
During all the days swinging in chandeliers
Is it weird that I’m afraid?
When ugly on the back is the one I talk to every day?
Atop my shoulder saying that I won’t get anywhere in life
As if that's not enough to carry the burden
It feels like I’m in the battle of Verdun
On my shoulder is a sarcastic little devil
And his evilness is getting a higher level
Tells me I'm far from being the guy I should be
In the world it’s just the devil and me
On my back there’s a huge bloodsucking flea
Some lessons in life I should learn
Get a job and some money I should earn
My happiness will never return
It’s my opinion, my concern
The anxiety is so motherfucking real
I’m feeling like I’ll never going to heal
All fucking allegations, all I can refuse
They say I’m just a boy with tattoos
I don’t know which side I should choose
I’d rather choose the light in front of the dark
But my behavior can’t be accepted like an excuse
Ugly on the back, he makes sure that I get kicked down
He makes sure nobody likes me in the town
They look at me like a typical boy they would drown
It feels like I'm in hell
Ugly on the back only means pain and yell
Thinking about how bad my life is
During all the days swinging in chandeliers
Is it weird that I’m afraid?
When ugly on the back is the one I talk to every day?
Atop my shoulder saying that I won’t get anywhere in life
My nightmares are so real and so fearful
I always consider myself like a freak and tearful
I can never forget
All the stuff that I regret
Im just a little silhouette
Starting every day in a bath of sweat
And of course a marijuana cigarette
My friends do not see me anymore
My life is set on hardcore
I’ve already closed the door
It feels like I'm in hell
Ugly on the back only means pain and yell
Thinking about how bad my life is
During all the days swinging in chandeliers
Is it weird that I’m afraid?
When ugly on the back is the one I talk to every day?
Atop my shoulder saying that I won’t get anywhere in life
Won’t get anywhere in my life
Won’t get anywhere in my life
Won’t get anywhere in my life
Won’t get anywhere
It feels like I'm in hell
Ugly on the back only means pain and yell
Thinking about how bad my life is
During all the days swinging in chandeliers
Is it weird that I’m afraid?
When ugly on the back is the one I talk to every day?
Atop my shoulder saying that I won’t get anywhere in life
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About the Artist
Ida
Member since February 8 2015