I'm Sorry Momma

Verse:

Momma I'm sorry I caused all that hurt in the past

Your youngest son numbing and dumbing tryin to grow up too fast

 

Momma i'm sorry for times that I called out your name

See I caused alot of misery, and it was you I would blame

 

Momma I'm sorry I tried to sell drugs for a living

I hope that you find it in your heart to eventually forgive me

 

Momma I'm sorry for adding more tears to your face

Just know I thank God everyday for the man that you raised

 

Hook:

Mom, don't ever forget that I love you to death

No matter what I'll say it till I exhale my last breath

I know I hurt you and caused a lot of stress

But I understand now how God had this man to bless

 

Verse:

I was out to get the world but you stood by my side

Through the rain or the shine you never told me no lies

You always kept it real and carried hope in your eyes

While I was in the streets, you were praying for my life

 

I caught a couple of cases and you was still there of course

You always wrote letters to me and showed up for court

 

You never once told me I was the cause of your stressing

The love was unconditional and I thank God for that blessing

Some peace in my mind and joy in my heart is the message

That you kept on giving and now I finally get the lesson

 

Why you did what you did only mother's understand it

Momma I love you and I'm sorry that I took you for granted

 

Hook:

Mom, don't ever forget that I love you to death

No matter what I'll say it till I exhale my last breath

I know I hurt you and caused a lot of stress

But I understand now how God had this man to bless

 

Hardworking woman and one hell of a mother

Put all of your time into me and my brothers

 

I was rebelliant and trying to act grown

It's hard for a woman raise 3 kids on her own

 

When shit hit the fan and the bills started to pile

You still showed me love and found reasons to smile

 

Never gave up and you always stood firm

Who knew everything you taught would be all that I learned

 

Some days you cried because the world was on your shoulders

And you couldn't find warmth through a love getting colder

 

Momma just know that your not the one to blame

This man ain't the same, you helped to create this change

The love that you gave, imma give to help heal this pain

 

 

Outro:

So I'll just keep holding my breath

Who knew I'd understand it all after your death

It's hard for me to cope with you being gone

But I'll give the love that you showed me to others and try to be strong