You(Work in Progress)

I've been losing sleep but youre fine

Im feelin defeated by life

and all of this just seems like, insult to injury

was being so blind, afraid to miss another red flag,

and now I dont even blink when I cry,

even as the tears sting my eyes, I'm sick of all these feelings inside,

being my guide, wish I could just kiss my feelings goodbye,

but in truth theyre fading slowly, didnt notice, I was busy moping

Little focus, it's imposing, ironic how the love that I felt for you

became a hell of truth and now I wish I'd never been with you,

but what the hell's the use, you're gone goodbye good riddance,

but please come back you know youre always welcome, shoot,

there I go again, the whole love and acceptance spew,

get the fuck out of my head, I just cannot get rid of you,

wonder what it meant to you, every second that was spent,

at home in bed, you in my arms, hanging on every word I said,

was that all just pretend to you, an attempt to get ahead to you,

to hell with you wish we were forever but nothings left to do,

I used to only want the best for you, gave you my love,

and helped you through depression too