WaITInG FoR ThE ShEpHeRd (>CAELC...
• Written by CarlCee
#intro ..#little #speech..
see all all people around me are asking #what's #wrong ?
left me wondering why they never asked #what's #right
darkness been chasing me since i was a little kid
but i was always searching for a light
my dreams were just taking my hart for a ride
they are gone now...my hart's morning was beaten from the night
my smile was hiding the pain that i kept inside
i was always ignoring my dark side
actin like the world is great place... just to keep people satisfied
they say life is a battle... but i was born to fight.
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(verse 1)
sitting in the #silence hearing my #hart #whispering
dwelling in a #darkness while i'm #blind groveling
living in depression.. feelings died wrestling
rigid like a #nestling ..while watching ma blood sprinkling
feeling like i'm #IBRAHIM waiting for the #shepherd that is coming from #Jerusalem..
now you gotta sit down and listen
life got me feeling like a #soldier on a #hard #mission
imprisoned in a dark prison i'm tranna fight this whore's terrorism
and every time i start forgiving she just turns into a monster and start committing
crimes she just keep on killin my every ambition
...#little #speech 2...
and after i grew up i opened my eyes
and i found that happiness was nothing but lies
for many years depression has been actin like the god of my life
i opened ma window hoping that the sun would rise
at that moment my hope was stronger than #samurais
i wished i could close my eyes and start dreaming cause a dream never dies
(#verse 2)
ma life been a curse living dead waiting for the death bells
ma tears #melt #hells just read the sorrow that my breath tells
pain been growin faster than a #sorrel's #seeds
chortle fleets while i'm striking hard to my moral beliefs
gathering the quotes that the world deletes
hiding pain trough my raps and my oral speech
case you'll never know how it really feels
ya you'll never know how it really feels
#outro..#little #speech3..
no matter hat happened i'll just keep on searching for a pain's remedy
#cause #i believe #that #one #day #i'll #regain #my #legacy