I'm sorry..me..

my demons scream, a little each night

but I don't despise, every time I opened my eyes I never could cry

you beg me to stay with this flourishing lie

"I love you" every time you say it, I deny and deny

but with every no I give you are never satisfied

I peel off your mask why are you trying to hide

you don't think I can't see right through your insides

don't tell me how you wanna commit suicide

you ratchet beast you don't even try

now you say you want to leave without saying goodbye

please I'm begging you to stop cutting your thighs

when you look in the mirror it is just a disguise

when you look in the mirror can you even recognize..that I apologize

I'm sorry heart, that I don't understand my body Is a work of art

sorry that I'd rather be ripped apart then look for a spark

I'm sorry heart that I let down my guard for a man who didn't even want any part

please heart give me a chance to restart, I beg you not to go

I'm telling you there's always a tomorrow