Taking a left turn

I’m on a greater plane through depression

Rising through ashes is the true ascension

Resuscitated life only to let the death in

It seems to be the progression

Feeling cut at the midsection and like I shived my erection

But I’ll give anything to live and feel respected

Even after all I've give?

Fuck life is what I forget to mention

Highly demented after years of being stuck in detention

Could easily be recollected with feelings of constant tension

Weight of the world on my shoulders and I'm cemented

 

Feeling the weight of a million decisions

Dealing with the hate from a million incisions

They cut with such precision in this trapped mind that I’m lived in

I’ve forgone my thoughts when I'm stuck in this prison

But fuck life cuz Imma keep on living

 

Everything was taken from me and I was left with nothing

Chokin from the suffering so I’m drinking till I’m stumbling

Mind racing so fast it feels like it’s caged in rumbling

All the blessings in my life are so humbling

Why am I stressing with this knife? It’s only to let trouble in

Being watched 24 hours like Keifer Sutherland

Look it up if your wondering

 

How do you say what's been said before?

My head is sore. It's called being redundant

Wise beyond my years, feeling three hundred

Life feels like it's in a free plummet

I love to play the game

So just ask next time if you wanna run it

 

I’ll go against the grain

Rise from the ashes when I grow against my pain

Gotta try to keep in the farthest lane and try to apply the hardest refrain

Knee deep in this constant darkest pain and everything feels the same

It's really a shame to have a mind this stained

But there's no time for suffering

When you inhale all the toxic fumes that I’m huffin in

I feel doomed from all the hate that is bubbling

Paid dues and try to make news like I’m in the huffington

But I’m just a kid from huntington

I remember getting gas at Cumberland's