Forty Eight
• Written by _TRXVESTY_
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So many pills but I’m still here
I am a ghost i will disappear
Off in the distance hearin em cheer
My hands are shakin’ u no I’m in fear
I’m doin that shit i no that they like
I’m feelin self concious i go for a hike
Hiding myself she say i look like a dyke
You wanted me back we aint even alike
Forty eight pills and i still aint dead
I thot that u loved me it was all in ma head
I’m wide awake i wont go to bed
Ill jus keep stainin my sleeves instead
Cant think straight loosin too much blood
Better patch this up b4 i start a flood
Thick and dark like I’m leakin mud
This pain its jus like a drug
I think i jus need a hug
She wasn’t worth it pull the plug
She gone but now i jus shrug
U layed down in the hole that u dug
I lie myself and say I’m aight
But I’m to broken i no that aint right
Cutting myself in the middle of the night
Hopin me and my mom can reunite
48 pills wasn’t enough
Hopeless i try to act tough
I said i would try it wasn’t a bluff
I wanna be numb gimme another puff
I know that my life has been a lie
Why the fuck cant i jus die?
Relationships hurt i dont wanna try
Life’s too much work when I’m not high
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_TRXVESTY_
Member since March 25 2021