Inside

>sleep sleep its not practical, I cant sleep no matter the tactic I pull

>Its like im chained down to reality with shackles and I cant get free its a constant battle

>I just bought a whole bottle of sleeping pills, i just took em all and im not sleeping still

>my life's filled with problems, no matter what I do I just cant solve em

>Im so pathetic its laughable, Im my own medic in this battle

>but call 911 ima need em after this trigger I pull

>this bullet I needa set free from this gun

>its trapped like me but finally it can be done

>its a win win both of us free from the cages within, goodbye my soul

>there's two sides of me, the crazy and the practical

>but all together im lazy and snappable

>My heads empty except for the tactical thoughts of ending this crappy hole

>don't tempt me, I don't want attention I'm not pretending

>Its just this depression is apprehending every happy thought it sends me

 

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>I dont see the point in this

>everything is going to shit

>eternity is to long to live

>so take me please take me with

>away to live, away to live

>up with the Lord please just give

>this last request this last hint

>coz i did try, I tried my best

>but now I die, now I rest

 

>raps all I got

>my bro my mom and my dad all gone

>got two sisters a grandma grandpa and I guess thats alot

>but life feels a little hard when you dont know your own mom

>got taken from her by the police along with my two sisters and dog

>since then my families forgotten about me except for God

>he prolly looks down on me disappointed as can be

>im a horrible class skippin pot smokin human being

>and this aint even who my grandparents rose me to be

>I chose this road and I chose to bleed

>Its the road less taken yet to hell it leads

>But I guess i do deserve to be baken for the rest of eternity

>coz the choice iv taken is to defy the authority

 

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>So I guess I'll just leave you with this

>this is a file of my own ignorance

>I had a choice to be happy yet I left behind that diligence

>now my life will be crappy for the rest of this bitch

>Ima just have to sit back and let it slap me and deal with the shit

>and maybe I'll get along okay as long as I keep up my rap game and lyrics

>coz its all I have left today so lets hear it

>the only shit I have left to say

>is don't make the same mistake

 

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>sleep isn't practical

>no matter the tactic I pull