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But when my heart gives up and I won't believe,

but I still wake up and it's killing me,

But I know, I'll never die! And I know, I'll never cry!

 

 

I never would have thought this is what my life would come to,

never wanted to disappoint you, just wanted what I felt I was due,

and at the time, rap was all I knew and I didn't know what to do,

because days were flashing by quickly, I was meekly becoming

sickly, weakly trying to kill time with whiskey, what can I say,

times were tricky, and I nearly came to a grisly end, but now I'm

trying to see clearly, I dearly wish to apologise because these states seem

to be coming yearly and I pray to god I go swiftly.

 

Days flashing by stocked with confusion, trying to hold on to optimistic delusion,

can't bare to face the smiles are an illusion, I don't have a solution,

as I watch the evolution of how I'm unproven and life feels like I'm always facing

exclusion, hiding away in seclusion and wishing for my own execution.

And they tell me things will get better, but whatever, I know that things will never,

ever, I'm trapped in this terror, wrecked with pressure, not a moment of pleasure

forever and ever, and I need to end this endeavour, so I'm sorry I was too weak,

but you would never be able to take a sneak into how bleak my life is, it's

starting to fatigue, and if I could just make one tweak I would but I can't, so

this may be the last time I speak.