The start

 

I'm ready to go to the other side.

My conscience could be my only guide

But only if I had it by my side,

An im getting sick of my evil mind.

So it decided

To leave everything I ever once loved behind.

Leave to god knows where.

This life's a bitch and it ain't that fair

I never missed a night or morning prayer

What did I do

But fuck it, I no longer care.

An who the fuck you to judge and stare.

I've had a hard life

But certain things got me prepared

An now I think its time to say enough

Ya, I've had it rough

Get knocked down, but get right back up

Started from raw stuff

Getting jumped is what made me tough

Pulling up in trucks, carried off in a bus

And maybe six feet under, Blacked out in the gutter

But peel out, burning rubber

No need to be stubborn.

 

A dim attraction, Learned to sing with passion

Losing my brother was the worse thing I could ever imagine

At times I truly felt that we could make this shit happen