Love yourself Remix Feat. GK-TRI...

Now heartbreak was the one that was the worst for me,

Got me counting my blessings, it took me a-d to see

I feel good, i look great

Cause you're a heartbreak

You can't learn if mistakes ain't made

What is it gonna take

Low income no bill

Redbox flow and i do not date, I get my paper, y'all just hate

When the club gets played, I don't mind if you niggas hate

We get the bread and the crumbs, young money

Now heartbreak was the one that was the worst for me,

Hell on earth can't describe the suffering i've witnessed, all for a few,

It's something you provide that make me want to get inside you

Good evening, uhm, everybody listening

And i'll enjoy your suffering, you think i'm bluffing,

I see a f-cken stargot your momma screaming for me, like i'm eldebargelookin at my skin

You bullies want to split us down our bellies devouring our pain and suffering/

So am i a psycho who enjoys others' suffering

If everybody play their position, we can win this thing

And i'll enjoy your suffering,

Boy, i’m doin’ my damn thing

 

Im always getting played, i need to play it safe

I always try to run away from reality, but life aint no game

I'm trying to get fame, but i keep getting defamed

(2x)

 

 

To me, your suffering will mean nothing more than whatever

Give me billboards, whatever that people will kill for

I enjoy others suffering what's wrong with that

With my red p hat, nigga you know we back

And this world's mine, but the womb is hers

Cause suffering to all of the others

Although i’m in the land of milk and honey

Emotional or physically

Master of the quotables so please dont get emotional

Emotional or physical either way it's cynical.

Bet they cancel they date like waking up late with a pimple

Except it ain't via the nose it's from deep in my soul

And it'll keep eating till it takes an emotional toll

But every other part of you make me wanna depart and

Emotional and mental abuse/ continuing abusive treatment

And niggas ain't shit but you already knew that

I've reached my emotional limit

Lot of intuition, i ain't never finished college

Im emotional but i take pain call me a soldier bitch,

 

Im always getting played, i need to play it safe

I always try to run away from reality, but life aint no game

I'm trying to get fame, but i keep getting defamed

(2x)

 

Girls are lying, and i am always crying

I never catch a break, Yeah, i rap good like drake

Oh for goodness sake, becareful for the quake, life is a roller-coaster you need to play it safe

Cant express how bad im hurt, how im lost for words

Cant express how you make me feel like dirt, like im worthless, oh baby how can you do this

would have put my life on the line for you, noone could ever drive us apart

but you stay breaking my heart, how could you lie to me

you been trying to sike me out, saying you would die for me

But you was full of mouth, you got me full of doubt

tryna reroute my life for you, even though i did everything i can for you

I dont even wanna be alive these days, everytime you arrive, i know you only love me for the money

Now without you, life is sunny, with you my days was cloudy

I am trying to change the world, but you have my life spiraling

 

Im always getting played, i need to play it safe

I always try to run away from reality, but life aint no game

I'm trying to get fame, but i keep getting defamed

(2x)

 

Fuck having this phone!

No one shows they love me, I'm on my own!

Sick of feeling worthy for people to hurt me and hit me low.

They only show sorrow when I got flowers on my home, shit blows.

They hit lows and then just boot me in the trenches.

Shooting at my skull as my brain goes numb and my muscles stop tensing.

Axe hacks to my shoulder, crush my spine with a boulder.

I be paralyzed as my eyes spy at the sky.

My vision fades into darkness, I'm about to die.

My teeth on the ground, I'm bound to bleed out any second now, why?

"Why me? Why am I the odd one out?

Why am I the one being fucked about?"

I think to myself as my heart rate declines.

"Maybe it's because I was too nice"

Now I'm a heartless bastard with no shame.

No pain when you're already numb anyway.

 

Im always getting played, i need to play it safe

I always try to run away from reality, but life aint no game

I'm trying to get fame, but i keep getting defamed

(2x)

 

 

Nauseous at the thought of being cautious.

Walked on like a doormat, no one's welcome anymore to brainwash us.

My heart now aches at any compliment I get.

I shit in fear when people be nice, they'll leave in a bit.

I'm left a lone wolf again, wild at the sight.

I might bite, only because I'm only used to lonely nights.

It's everyday bro, it's so appalling.

I see so many scumbag cunts who end up balling.

Well it was good while it lasted, it's time for me to go.

Wish you luck on your adventures, hope you won't be as low.

Sincerely,

Vixlet

 

Im always getting played, i need to play it safe

I always try to run away from reality, but life aint no game

I'm trying to get fame, but i keep getting defamed

(2x)

 

Late nights I think about the past like it's the present until the sun shines

I do anything just to numb this pain for the last time until I see signs

of a brighter future where the sun rises, that's when I tend to pretend

That we never started talking, I hate the memories of the time we spent

I handed you the key to the lock that belonged to my heart

So you threw it away and slowly tore me apart

I was warned about your games but pressed star so we played

I was left broken and ashamed now we're left here today

You left me so messed up, I was lead astray

I went down paths I thought I'd never go on

Addicted to this pain as it just grows on

Remembering the times when you two were embracing

The love was so real it made your heart start racing

 

Im always getting played, i need to play it safe

I always try to run away from reality, but life aint no game

I'm trying to get fame, but i keep getting defamed

(2x)

 

 

 

I need a pacemaker, before i make her, meet her maker

Listening to Anita Baker, while avoiding the refrigerator

Thinking about how, i got broken apart, by a damn heartbreaker

Trying to figure out, how you morphed on me, like a power ranger

Looking at your clothes on a hanger, starting to arouse my anger

I thought that you would always be around, to hold me down like an anchor.

Instead you left me hanging like man, now my ship is sinking.

Now i just spend all my time, jacking my dick, smoking and drinking.

Im losing patient, 22, but my hearts feels so ancient

I really feel like relocating to the international space station.

Next to me there's a thot laying, but the spots still vacant

How long do you expect me, to keep on fucking waiting?

The space you left inside me empty, is starting to fill up with hatred

My hearts is aching, now catching cases im contemplating

Picking up hobbies, i need to refocus my concentration

Never bathing, im feeling like some type of an abomination

I've been living a life in stasis, since you put me in the matrix

You wouldn't read my text, so don't read my obituary page bitch

Hugging pillows and reminiscing about your fragrance

Bitch im done with all that lame shit, and im not playing

Fuck what my mom and this bitch ass cop is saying

Everyone's an opp now, so you can stop the negotiations

It's about time for your mom to make some funeral arrangements.

 

Im always getting played, i need to play it safe

I always try to run away from reality, but life aint no game

I'm trying to get fame, but i keep getting defamed

(2x)