lyrics to go with struggle beat

{Verse 1}

hello, sorry i called back so late; i was busy daydreaming i forgot about this date

so sorry b, life has been so fucking hectic, you can hear me crying, see?

apparently it's a nigga's obligation to fuck with me

surprisingly not sexually, thankfully, they just savage fiends

you hear me whispering? this to keep quiet from the chaos i've been living in

thank the deities i'm still technically pure, i'm still a young virgin (bitch are you sure?)

{Hook}

it was dawning on me that the dreams were never real

so many things to hide; i'm feeling and i conceal

internally screaming and dying, asphyxiating and choking

my life flashed before my eyes; i realized that i'm a poser

incapable of love because i'm built to lie

i was built with a body that strives to survive and a brain that wants to die

i'm killing myself with every breath i take; blinking my eyes are attempted suicide

please do not resuscitate, the devil's doing figure 8s with my mind

like they say, i'm capable of running but i can never completely hide

but i don't pay no mind cuz these hallways is a genocide

the verses is what i confide in, to keep me from the war and crime

{Verse 2}

{Hook}

it was dawning on me that the dreams were never real

so many things to hide; i'm feeling and i conceal

internally screaming and dying, asphyxiating and choking

my life flashed before my eyes; i realized that i'm a poser

incapable of love because i'm built to lie

i was built with a body that strives to survive and a brain that wants to die

i'm killing myself with every breath i take; blinking my eyes are attempted suicide

please do not resuscitate, the devil's doing figure 8s with my mind

like they say, i'm capable of running but i can never completely hide

but i don't pay no mind cuz these hallways is a genocide

the verses is what i confide in, to keep me from the war and crime

{Verse 3 (Bridge)}

{Hook}

it was dawning on me that the dreams were never real

so many things to hide; i'm feeling and i conceal

internally screaming and dying, asphyxiating and choking

my life flashed before my eyes; i realized that i'm a poser

incapable of love because i'm built to lie

i was built with a body that strives to survive and a brain that wants to die

i'm killing myself with every breath i take; blinking my eyes are attempted suicide

please do not resuscitate, the devil's doing figure 8s with my mind

like they say, i'm capable of running but i can never completely hide

but i don't pay no mind cuz these hallways is a genocide

the verses is what i confide in, to keep me from the war and crime