lies

I just ask these things to myself like

Why do you make things sacred

asking me to touch your belly

cuz the days new, it's sunny

who are you lying to

Why you say no more drugs,

that's sweet baby goose

i'm impressed, that's good for you.

Same day flip around and do drugs

Tell me it ain’t nothin, sure.

We can't make the rent on time, so

doing some last minute hustles,

somehow i just know shit will be ok,

and it always is

Tell me why you look at me like I’m the problem,

Like you can’t do something,

Give a fuck about something,

When the days bright you make promises

That you won’t keep

When it’s dark you start battles

Just to keep taking

Why is nothing ever enough for you

Can you stick to your guns when things fuck up

Cuz life ain’t sunshine and rainbows

And you know what the fuck

Why you do that

Makin battles thinkin everyone’s out to get you

Living your own life

Wanting mine too

Talking about loyalty and respect

like i'm on the stand

anything i say it's just thrown back anyways right

that's a way to live life

am i not fair to you

do you want me to cater to you

you liked how it was before huh

you want it all for yourself huh

Can’t take a shit around you

cuz you need in there too

now it makes sense

cuz i ask myself like

why do you act different when it's night

why does it feel like a black hole

and i'm light

bitch do you even have a life

I don’t want to fight with you

But I know where your mind is to

You disrespect me

I’m cutting you off mine too.

I’m broke as fuck and so are you

Looking at me like I’m responsible for your own shortcomings

Even tho you’re a bully and you got no mind to

Insecure and paranoid as fuck

You fucking stupid and I don’t understand this side to you

Just as I say it she’s Flipping it back on me

This bitch a mime too

She don’t have a life and she wants mine too

Disrespect me and message your ex man too

Tell me why I would ever stay with you

Get offended, go on make it all about you

I hate that I love you so much because I’ve given my heart to you

Your words I don’t take seriously because you’re afraid to be alone

More than I am…you will take what you can get

While I keep trying to remember who I am

Disrespect is disrespect

Circles I’m going to

Tell me why I still love you

Tell me why I wanna cry too

Tell me how I know better

Tell me why she lying to you

Tell me how you ain’t a fuck nigga

Tell me what the lines too

Fuck that bull shit

Tell me all about you

Tell me how I don’t compare to your exes

Tell me why I’m to

Blame me for the shit you blame me for

I lose my mind too

Kill that child too

You never grew up

and i keep gettin lied to