Reminiscence

we all look for bits of acceptance

except us, we was always different.

seemed i was right there with you, but you were so distant.

said you showed signs, but i guessed i missed it.

figured if i came back with ambition and persistence,

shit would get fixed, and we continue with coexistence.

 

but nah, you wasn't on that,

doom crept over me, first thought was 'FALL BACK'

except shit got twisted,

and that's why i got on my knees to crawl back.

funny how i had bitches biting like a craw-dad,

but you still manage to shine through all that.

 

thinking bout it now, i wish I could have it all back,

but i wouldn't do it,

cause all that's waiting is a kick to the ballsack.