Clueless

Why. Oh why, does every day of my life, feel like it's a lie?

Every night, I lay awake and cry, wishing that this life would finally let me die.

Following a long sigh/I put on a smile/to make you think everything is all right.

For a while/but honestly it kinda bites. So why should I even try?

I just need my casket or cremation to get some much needed shuteye

 

But I, am still alive, so don't deny or over-simplify

The afterlife, won't pass you by

So enjoy your life before you emulsify

And don't you cry, you just might survive

And if I'm not at heaven's gate just know that I'm alright.

Because my light, will stay as bright

Even if no one cares if I disappear tonight.

 

And that's how it goes, as annoying as water in the cereal bowl

Just something that I can't control

I have no hold,

over what happening to me. Everything I ever thought I could be

Now seems like an impossibility

That's why you see me with this microphone ability

It's the only thing I have going for me

It's the only thing that seems to help, and gives me a clear head to see

It replaces the water in my cereal bowl with quality Saki

But I still watch the world from my window living your life vicariously

Because I'm just another dude who fell in love in the lab with subsonic beats

 

I'd like to give a shoutout to the father's that never raised us

Maybe it's because they were lazy and never wanted to create much

Mine left before I was even born

So I never had to see a family torn

Instead I just sat around with a hole in my chest

Wondering if at least the man is suffering

What makes a man, just want to walk out?

Just filled with cowardice, or just a clown?

If I had a kid, you best believe I'd be all over it.

I'd be like, hey!

I'm a father, I got a kid!

Maybe I could give it the life that I could never live.

 

What is love?

For some, love is is like a sock you use to rub one off

Their lost. Often offering peace offerings

Confirming they can change but turn around just to smirk and scoff again

All men are the problem, but what about you ladies?

Honestly, it's this whole generation that's lazy.

All men are the same, or all men you chase are the same.

The ladies you mess with, just want your wallet and don't know your name

Or just want to have sex with a needle in your vein

Or that don't contact me game yeah, you people are really lame.

You're all quick to point your fingers, but you're the one to blame

If you don't believe me, then clueless is your nickname.