I just want to go home

I wake up everyday and just want to go back to sleep.

I don’t know why I even try.

I just want to sleep the pain away.

I can’t do this.

 

I’m trying to be strong but when this depression comes in waves they crash over me like a hurricane.

I can’t deal with this pain much longer.

I don’t even want to get out of bed.

I just lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling.

I walk out of my room and stare at the bottle.

My pills call to me but I don’t answer.

I’m hangin up the phone.

I don’t know how much more of this I can take.

I gotta be strong.

I have these tattoos to cover up my scars but they're burning through.

I see them all the time.

 

I wake up everyday and just want to go back to sleep.

I don’t know why I even try.

I just want to sleep the pain away.

I can’t do this.

 

No one needs me till they need something.

I just want to drink all my pain away.

I don’t wanna do this on my own.

Nothing helps other than a bottle.

I don’t think I will last much longer.

I just need help but I can’t find it anywhere.

I’ve tried everything and nothing helps.

Just drowning my pain all day.

 

I just need something but have nothing.

I can’t even think for myself anymore.