Just like you

Yeah I wanted to be just like you

Cuz from my view you were the one from few

Who get through lot of shit but still grew

Cuz for me you were the once in a blue moon

I wanted to see you again so soon

But I guess it wasn't in my for-tune

I still remember we last met in June

Not the summer one but monsoon

 

After that we had some calls on zoom

I made you listen my some songs which were not in tune

You told my lyrics and raps were your immune

It encourages me to make a lot better and new

only for you cuz you didn't knew but you were my swoon

And I thought I was being prune to be with you

Yeah I wanted to be just like you

Cuz from my view you were the one from few

 

But I never thought you will gonna be like else

Smiling with me here but bitching about me everywhere

If you didn't liked me you should have told me in the start

why you continue this drama and made my heart a lot of hurt

I was running from all of this but you made it all fun

I was just so genuine with you I thought you were the one

But you are like everyone I don't know the reason, yeah...

 

Everyone always keep on faking

why everyone left me so fucking broken

It didn't last forever as you promised till spring

I was so open with you but you made me realize, I was so dumb

shouldn't have trusted you, you left me so numb

now I'm just spitting some random wisdom

I shared all of my secrets now you become one of em, yeah..

 

Now regretting why I wanted to be like you

Why my stupid view show me something stupid new

Why I didn't understand I was the one going through

Lot of shit and was fighting to grew

You are so common in this world crew

Now I just don't wanna be like you or anyone

Cuz from my view I'm the one from few

Who get through lot of shit yeah but I still grew

 

Now I believe that nothing can broke me

I wake up in morning and now no hope need

I just wrote in a note from shit I cope and quote read

Don't need a rope around my throat to choke me

Now I'm like a ghost keep on smoke, bro show job greed

Somewhat far from social media go boat speed

Mind so puzzle, everyday hustle, so wont bleed

cuz there is nothing left within me