I Wish

I wish I was immortal Im just holdin' this dull knife

Maybe then I wouldn't make songs about stupid teenage shit.

People tellin' me all these lies but I got this teenage dream baby I promise Im ready

I promise I can make it better I just need to make some money I want you as my company

I wish on every birthday candle that I can stop these drugs but I cant and Im afraid

I know one day Ima be great

I need to stop this lifestyle and keep myself elite no more weed and thats guaranteed

I've got to be complete

I wish people would start carin cause this pain I cant not keep barin'

I know the man upstairs be watchin over me baby just tell me when you ready

I promise I'll be there waitin' frustration drained of determination, voices deterring imagination

My life its full bad,its just sad now you got me hopped up on that

So Ima roll it up and ensure that everything's fat

So gold albums or not, I did affect rap fame is a drug I knew that before Jay said that

They Told me I can't rap but baby all I do is that

I wish that my momma could see me now locked in my room yeah, but I got some plans Momma

I know you watchin' me so answer this

Where God at? I need to call Him

Im here fightin' sobriety

But you know I cant blame society, for the rioting,no sobriety,

I wish my sister was still here

With a gun, wish I could see her clearer

I wish I could take all those wrongs and make them right

But I was too late the blood drip on the floor poison pieces

Sayin like how the fuck did we miss this kid's shit

It gives us peace then all in the town is quiet

I wish School wasnt so bias

Telling me welcome back to class, bitch, grab on to your glasses

Yeah I wish

I see my end near all these people think they cant hear

Start playin that sad flute cause you about to hear the truth.