The Struggle

This the road that I'm dying on

Pray to God I don't die alone

Chose a path and kept going

Wondering did I choose wrong

Seen the light and I seen the dark

Heart gold, don't fall apart

It's chipped off already man why the pieces falling off

Regrets? Not one of them

It's over now, no changing

Hakunamatata the motto? Then why am I worryin today man

Used to pray everyday, now I seemed to gone astray man

Caught up with the world that doesn't have any patience

Take you down this road that's full of hurting and hatred

Open scars and broken hearts, I'm done now don't wanna start

I'm gone now, I'm out the box, Thoughts celled won't break the locks

Come into my mind and see a brain full of sharks

And that's lethal, these people don't about me tho

I'm my worst enemy, my mind fighting for freedom

Everyday toleration, slowly killing me huh

Thinking I should die, but ain't got no good reason

So I live for the day, and the rest of the seasons

I'm here to stay, ain't nobody making me leave man

So I guess this means war, cause I'm battling my demons

Fighting for my soul, cause devil tryna be feasting

But I ain't no game, no prey, today he won't be eating

Fight till the death, bloodshed almost speaking

Calling out to the grave, lost my brother at a young age

And I wish I knew him well, think of him everyday

I heard stories, informed me that he cared and adored me

But now that he's gone I wonder is he proud of me

Doubtfully, seeing that can't stay right

Freedom got me falling off from God, seeing a faint light

Darkness taking over now, it's over now

I'm going out and I'm going wild