Guilty

I'm sorry for the sorry type beat

But without this off my chest i don't feel complete

All the times I used to cut myself and bleed

All the times I would stain my bed sheets

Lied to my parents said it was a nose bleed

I sorry but all these people they just bullies

I get on my knees and ask to die or for peace

All I asked God was please

He still hasn't listened

If I go back to juvenile detention

Prolly gon' suffer a larger amount of depression

Feeling like my demons took over and I'm imprisoned

I wanna get closer to my step dad I made him so far distanced

Wanna show him respect so bad

I wanna make him feel glad

But respect a man is one thing I just don't have

I feel like trash

Feeling like my life has crashed

Yea my life is a mess

All I feel is stress

I wanna impress

But I can't because I don't feel blessed

Get up and get dressed

Go to school or you'll be dealing with another arrest

Sorry Mom but I'm depressed

I'm tryna do my best

But all I feel like is that I'm possessed

Sorry everyone but I gotta be honest

I'm not the smartest

Sorry I couldn't keep a promise

Feeling so heartless

Starting to feel like a carcass

The girl I'm with is a goddess

But does it matter I'm living in the darkness

Feeling like ima jump off a bridge without a harness

Feeling like ima be dead regardless

If I do last and reach fame I don't wanna get rushed

And I'm sorry dad for being violent

Y'all know I can't stand a judgement

I'm not innocent

I know I'm guilty

Sorry for treating you filthy

Please get on your knees, pray with me

I'm sorry for the sorry type beat

But without this off my chest i don't feel complete

All the times I used to cut myself and bleed

All the times I would stain my bed sheets

Lied to my parents said it was a nose bleed

I sorry but all these people they just bullies

I get on my knees and ask to die or for peace

All I asked God was please

He still hasn't listened

If I go back to juvenile detention

Prolly gon' suffer a larger amount of depression

Feeling like my demons took over and I'm imprisoned

I wanna get closer to my step dad I made him so far distanced

Wanna show him respect so bad

I wanna make him feel glad

But respect a man is one thing I just don't have

I feel like trash

Feeling like my life has crashed