Dad
• Written by JayEmBe
Now I rapped about my mom
But not about my dad, well,
Guess what? I couldn't even had
He left me when I was small,
Didn't even know him at all
Didn't apologize 'cause he's not the one who left,
It was my mom, she was the one who left the cleft,
But don't be blamin' her,
She ain't the bitch that made the stir,
My dad, he prosecuted,
My mom, she disputed
So do you wanna know what happened?
If not, then stop
'Cause I'm not givin' shit for you to top
With some fuckin' battle,
This shit makes me sob,
Anyway, my mom had a daughter
She was only four
He played her like a slut,
Sorta like a whore but me,
I was six months old,
Right now, I can't believe that this shit is that cold,
You don't know though,
He played a "little game"
If would involve masturbating
She didn't understand,
He did stuff to her,
You could prob'ly guess now
Yea it was his sow
After mom found out,
She left the house,
We moved to New York and never saw him again,
It was a problem he had,
Why the fuck is he my dad?
I'm turnin' 15 and I havn't even seen him
But this shit man, it starts my bleedin' 'cause
Every time I hear this
I'm always knowin'
He's the slut, but
It's hard to tell now, my moms so involved
She had 4 boyfriends who fucked her with their balls
So now I'm thinkin' "the fucks wrong with you ma?
Aren't you supposed to protect us from the trauma?"
Apparently not, does that make her a bitch and a slut?
I bet it does, 'cause she's the one who's fuckin' around
And she tells us to keep our heads down,
I would despise her whenever she did,
Man, I can't believe she does that shit!
Cheatin' on people who gave her their lives
That's like cuttin' someone with sharp knives
How can my life be good if all this shit happens?
Maybe it's just the way it goes down,
But anyway, after we left town
We settled in a house,
We lived together but my sister
She still remembers,
She hates him, the fuckin' mister
The overall view is he molested my sister
She was four, he was the one who became the whore
Lucky for she, she don' have to deal wit' 'em anymore
My family has had hard,
But there's only two who havn't shared the shard
Me and my little sister,
She just turned nine, we ain't tellin' her shit
Not at this time, and as for me
I haven't been in pain,
I'm so cautious, you could stick a knife in my brain
I wouldn't bleed or cry or even die,
I would pull it right out and stab you in the eye,
I wouldn't kill you, I would make you suffer
That kinda shit would only make me tougher,
That's how I'm able to live,
I didn't have to worry 'bout shit,
But my mom did, and hell,
She fuckin' got it
But enough with the pain
Let's get to the game
We still got shit to live
Ya know this might be insane,
But we still live on after all the pain,
That's our door to the hall of fame,
The family who could respect each other the same,
We take our past and put it ahead
And guess where it lead?
It came to this place, A good life for me and sis,
Ha, I just noticed this song doesn't have much dis,
But that's not the kinda shit we have to deal with,
If we wanted to give pain,
We could dish it out quickly
It would force anyone to become sickly,
The shit I just told ain't even close
To what the fuck has happened, who knows?
You don't know how small that is,
Dude, that shit's on the news everyday,
Shot, Raped, Carried away
Never to be seen another day,
What my dad did is puny
Compared to what happened,
This shit ain't beauty
This may seemed fucked to you,
But if you know rap, you would know that
It's true, I don't rap shit about some fuckin' random crap
Like Rich Quan who can't harmonize, he only like to fap
If anyone is dissin' to me
Just know you're dissin' my family
And know that if you try,
It would be worthless. you'd make yourself cry
I would bite back anyway,
Only to get you out of the way,
This rap that I made today,
Can't wait for the shit that comes out so stay
If you don't like my shit,
Then don't listen to it!
Just don't try to dis me,
Or else you'll get your ass kicked
So ima end this song givin' you an idea,
This is the shit rapped by me so ya,
Peace out bruh
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JayEmBe
Member since March 5 2015