Young Cub

Wait a sec I need to catch my breath/

gotta take my mind off my troubles and wipe off all the sweat/

as I think about all they have done and what they have said/

just gives me another reason for wanting to drop dead/

almost went on an overdose/

my last day was so fucking close/

I keep screaming but nobody seems to know/

that's why I'm out of high hopes/

with a dice in my left hand and a pill in my right/

shit starts to get real when pain is only there to fight/

too many questions that doesn't even have a full answer/

maybe one word/

but it's not good enough with my head next to a hammer/

and I'm filled with all of this anger/

I'm choking while I try to spit with matter/

they see me as a freak but I'm just in a world full of disaster/

gambling anywhere I went loosing money/

however keeping it a secret makes me even more disconnected/

a year feeling neglected/

can't even tell myself to get up and speak/

I guess I am too damn weak/

 

A flood of tears which I call all mine/

don't even have the ability for them to see me shine/

I once did/

but can't figure out what actually happened/

use to be that fearless dragon/

but got caught with the wrong crowd?/

something I find hard to imagine/

I have a big passion for music and will always stay true to it/

but with this problem I'm totally useless/

give me another second/

in fact give me a minute or two/

shit, what the fuck could I possibly do/

it's an addiction for a kid that's so suicidal/

only focusing on writing a rap so deep/

trying to reach the place called survival/

I'd only listen to my idol/

then back to a pill/

life is too horrifying and so unreal/

don't worry about me/

I'm basically a ghost and the only person I hate the most/

depression hit me hard and told me to write another death note/

none of you actually understand/

I gotta get help quick before I actually leave this land/