ma life

why does it seem like every time i start to love a nigga

he falls back and starts to act like every other nigga?

when he told me this was different and hed change just for me

but apparently it seems like that could never be

im sick of being mistreated / by a man i give my all

always ignoring my calls / just wants to f*ck against the wall

but that aint all im wanting outta this relationship

i know niggas just wanna hit, all these bitches then forget, i get it

but all i ask is be real / fuck lyin bout how you feel

dont come and meet my fams if its not part of the deal

for real you niggas played me, main reason im crazy

you made me,

you claimed me,

you loved calling me baby but

you could never phase me / for longer than a day see

sure youll be pleased to hear / i couldnt have that baby

one that look like you / smile like you

do all the crazy shit that you do

guess ill never know, cos hes gone but

 

i got sick and tired of giving my all to my nigga

never texted boys back but im on call for my nigga

i told myself that i would never fall for a nigga

but i found myself always wanna talk to this nigga

yeah, with pleasure id do it all for my nigga

the one that cheated on me cause her ass was bigger

(the one that said)

girl if you pregnant than you better not keep it

(the one that left me)

in the house alone to drink with his niggas, man

you KNOW i woulda had that baby

but when you betrayed me

is when i started acting crazy

used to be your favourite

but when reality hit

is when you started acting shady and we faded

i lost 2 babies

startd trickin at seventeen / it wasnt really me

thought it was better than catching feelings

and doing it for free

call me a h*e if you like, cos when im getting high

all this shit is outta sight, outta mind

my life