What is missing

I don't know what is left but I've tried my very best.

Kept a steady pace, but still managed to fall behind.

No I can't see you anymore. Come to a completely slammed door!

Why can't I find you. Are you out there??? I give up, I can't help it.

Where should I look. This is much less than an open book.

No contents to be found! Absolutely no sound!

 

 

What is missing, I can't reach it!

Terribly terrified, and full of doubt!

Can you hear me, clearly not.

All my hope must be lost.

Or simply you forgot!

Time is not what I've got.

It's been lost with every other thought...

 

Mind, I've had none for a while.

Kind of sad for a young child

Smile, lost within a frown.

Who could of thought,

That you could turn my world upside down!!!

Never noticed you could leave me.

Even while you're still there.

Used to say you were amazing.

But now I can't stop thinking why you don't care!

 

What is missing, I can't reach it!

Terribly terrified, and full of doubt!

Can you hear me, clearly not.

All my hope must be lost.

Or simply you forgot!

Time is not what I've got.

It's been lost with every other thought...

 

I might cry, every night.

Wishing I would just die,

This is something I can only hide

from you.

Never would I ever tell the truth.

Constantly deny, attempted suicide.

An everlasting pain in my side.

I wonder why these thoughts are in my mind?

 

What is missing, I can't reach it!

Terribly terrified, and full of doubt!

Can you hear me, clearly not.

All my hope must be lost.

Or simply you forgot!

Time is not what I've got.

It's been lost with every other thought...

 

What is missing, I can't reach it!

Terribly terrified, and full of doubt!

Can you hear me, clearly not.

All my hope must be lost.

Or simply you forgot!

Time is not what I've got.

It's been lost with every other thought...