Straight From Tha Heart

Constantly afraid to say something, never wanted to start nothing

been watching you since kindergarten til we departed, still had me blushing

the way you looked and the way your hips shooked, definitely one for the books

still to this day you got me hooked, just looka how long it took

just to get off my ass and speak a sentence to ya face

but in a speedy pace looking like a disgrace, thinking i wasn't your taste.

But its been so long since we were face to face, and i know taste buds change,

and i know my flavors changed, but i been stuck on that paper chase

so it changed my mental state and the way i behave,

but still thinking of Taylor's face, it never changed the way i look at you babe.

Your still one and only to me,

scared to say i am as alone as a lonely man can be

if i was gifted to sing i wouldn't cuz thats an awkward scene, but i can't keep this low key

never have i felt this kinda attraction, and thinking of you is a life's satisfaction

still you give me the same reaction, exact image perpetration as when i was still aging.

But I'm still young, the time it has been since i seen you are damn double digits

and i still wanna get it, but could never get with it just like that little kid,

that same little kid i wanna frikin kill cuz he could never get those words to spill

but now i can't keep lyrics from leaking, but its been decades it could still be the same.

Oh the shit i would go through to make sure its just us two

shoe by shoe walking the beach holding hands, just me 'n you.

The time is getting close and I know I'll be seeing you soon

watching you dance like we used to, but I'm not that kid your used to

you will never guess the shit i went through that changed me inside 'n out.

And if we can't work things out then i guess i haven't changed worth a doubt

cuz i always dreamed of taking you out, you never left my heart

sometimes i hated you due to the capacity i held for loving you,

i'm still fantasizing of holding you,

the damage of knowing i'll never get to hold of you

using other girls just to get by

but despite of what i keep aside, the lights blinding when i look you in the eye

i felt so lonely i always had to keep other women on my side

just to hide that i'm too much of a fool for you i could cry.

Am i retrieving the wrong image of what i am, if so than i'm not sure what is

but not even women or distance or even the time its been

can replace the spot only you can fit in.

But times slowly nearing in getting close to when we can meet again

but if its not how i envisioned it to be...i go explicit and

we end up right back where we left off when will it finish man!?

I don't even know if this is a love song or not

but i don't care if this ends up in your CD slot,

as long as it gets outta my closet and right where i want it.

I hope you receive this message that i been trying to deliver from a far

if you happen to get hold of it, just know it comes straight from the center...my heart.