do i need

cry me a river but i take it to literally

i'm withering spit out these emotions bitterly

spark starts flickering its sickening its critically

hitting me hurting both mentally and physically

i fear boxes and acting too normal

but also fear ovals and being to forceful

too many skill at my risk and disposal

but i wanna stay in memories like an immortal

is abnormal how i contradict myself

but i need it to hold myself up like a belt

i just need some help from all these wound i dealt

before into the background i fucking melt

flying but falling i need a parachute

i'm sucked into loop after fucking loop

happiness i feel i'm in pursuit

cause i don't wanna get trapped in a monkey suit

don't ask me who you know what i fucking do

i speak to youth shoot you don't try to keep me mute

don't mute this truth it ain't dirty but still it ain't fucking cute

i enlighten you and speak from all my roots