Kinda Numb

How can all these feelings fit on one page

cause when I think of pain yeah I only see your face

and God I wish you stayed but I know you wanted space

it's like walking without legs up a stair case

drunk and confused at the pace it takes to break

and when she calls you babe don't you dare play those games

it's like making you choose between love and fucking hate

and you only fucking lose cause it only drains your faith

Bringing out the blades like the love is fucking hate

your problems get worse complicate,

just stop and wait write a rap tap the vein,

the pain complicates at like 12 0 fucking 8

 

take a little break cause I know it slipped through

and it's at the fucking time where the truth hit you

and you kinda fucking numb while drunk and confused

after the love you're jumped, fucked and abused

 

you're a pesticide while the you is emphasized

This I recognize this is where I specialize

cause your only spreading lies

and your only spending time that I don't have

cause the clock is ticking your party's bout to crash

cause this plot i'm spitting will never be the last

and I can promise you, they will always be a fan

forgot the ending it's all part of my plan

i'll stop the bidding cause i'm not worth a grand

 

and i'm only speaking truth, that's all I ever do

I already burned the fuse, cause I need a little boost

I wake up in a room, with no problem but you

but i'm kinda fuckin numb, drunk and confused

Drunk and confused, fucked and abused

There's no meaning to this shit when nothing is new

a little heating to this bitch I don't got a clue

and my moto hit the quiz is always keep it true

it's on my mind, get it out start to brew

it's not the lies, bigger crowd not huge

But my life is still a crime you know that's true

 

take a little break cause I know it slipped through

and it's at the fucking time where the truth hit you

and you kinda fucking numb while drunk and confused

after the love you're jumped, fucked and abused

 

Sitting on the floor like i'm official

writing songs in my closet but it's not that simple

I wanna be at the top but i'm stuck at the middle

I just need a little boost just a little

this feeling was familiar it's just that typical

It's here from somewhere just not that visible

Doing something good matching every syllable

I mean I curse in my songs but it's a minimal

It slips through sometimes but that's kinda normal

overdose on my lyrics even though i'm mortal

It's a masterpiece it's fits the picture

that shit was easy but pulling the trigger?

my middle finger is my whisper

how do I say i'm not fine without a whimper

they call me a brother but I feel like a sister

my thoughts flowing through going down like a river

and my parents want success how do I deliver

like damn I want diamond but only get silver

Perfection is nice but a killer

pain is nice sometimes but it's a filler

 

take a little break cause I know it slipped through

and it's at the fucking time where the truth hit you

and you kinda fucking numb while drunk and confused

after the love you're jumped, fucked and abused