My Only Friend is the Pad (Ft. I...
• Written by ChasingGreatness • Featuring IshTALKER
ChasingGreatness's Notes
This beat would be straight fire with the 'na naaa, na naaa nana nana' from gangsta nation westside connection but lower or smth
//Hook 1 (00:24)
My only friend is the pad,
I don't ever look back-
Cus I get a feeling my in gut,
Like something bout to be bad,
Feel guilty need to brighten up but,
Sometimes I didn't try to find a path,
I'm sitting in an empty room,
curtains shut-I've had no luck,
But as I'm aproachin those gates,
Its like they close it as I come,
I hold it open with my foot,
Until its covered with my blood,
But it still isnt good enough,
I limp away to make a fire,
Another night out in the cold,
Another day escapes my mind but,
//Verse 1(00:47)
I try let it and I riiide in rouse,
And try live a life to remember-
Cus if I paid it more attention,
My head would just go *Poof*
Its why it's not in a tune,
Cus this is heavy as the beat,
Its like im here in the room,
But my heads behind by weeks,
Back when life was a dream,
I tell my people I'm not depressed but,
We both know what we see,
I need to get out this mess and,
Find a way to feel slightly better,
In my mind I feel fine, however
I do barely ever leave, I could sleep forever,
Ain't me when I leave cus anxiety is present,
//Hook 2(1:10)
But bro I couldnt be broken,
Not even by myself,
I don't know what you was hoping-
Ya could beat me but my mindset will never melt,
You could break me down to peices,
But will never take my center,
You could take away freedom-
You could heat me but my soul will never smelt,
Nothing could beat me,
There isnt pain I havent felt,
I still here to be speaking-
Leaving weakness and my feelings on shelf,
Bullets couldnt best this,
There isn't feelings I havent dealt with,
So I wouldn't be speaking,
Unless compelled by a death wish,
//IshTALKER (1:33)
I have relationship with the pad
The one I didn't have with my dad
The style memories from my past
Where we tried to get nuthing but cash
But something kept pulling me back
I knew better than that, rejected the olive branch
Couldn't settle for wack, started peddling fast
Wack rappers collapsed, ball point pen on track
And the flow is crack, Pad... let's just blaze a sack
Tip Henny get jiggy and bouquet some raps
Spittin pretty IshTalkin Greatness, bars stay strapped
Better give some dap, we pimps on wax
And when we spit we start running up the tab
Bounce, leave ya'll holding the bag
Return to the Pad... jump back into the lab
Blowing the stash, hit refresh to see who got it bad
// Verse 2 (1:57)
I'm still neglecting friendships,
Sleep at night as rare as a message,
I'm still repressing feelings,
That I feel might need addressing,
My mind is my greatest weapon,
And simultaneous enemy,
I don't know how to control it,
I try but I'm just guessing see,
Sometimes I feel I'm regressing,
And like I'm settling into the wreckage,
Feeling at home in broken hopes,
So alone and so depressive,
That's why I think I might be losing time,
I can't make a line from December to July,
I try remember I was blessed with a life-
But stress may change but its never gon die,
//Hook 2 (2:20)
But bro I couldnt be broken,
Not even by myself,
I don't know what you was hoping-
Ya could beat me but my mindset will never melt,
You could break me down to peices,
But will never take my center,
You could take away freedom,
You could heat me but my soul will never smelt,
//Beat ends, if I recorded I'd extend it half a bar (2:33)
Nothing could beat me,
There isnt pain I havent felt,
I'm still here to be speaking-
Leaving weakness and my feelings on shelf,
Bullets couldnt best this,
There isn't feelings I havent dealt with,
So I wouldn't be speaking,
Unless compelled by a death wish.
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ChasingGreatness
Member since April 3 2019