my story
• Written by user_fallen
user_fallen's Notes
I hope the NF beat works good wit the rap
(0:23)
: ya mom putting back on the pill again
don't know why but you remind me of the devil man
so Pessimistic and I don't know whats going on
can't not breathe I feel like Im dying inside like
Im so alone, keep me on the O zone
putting me in the danger zone put you in the friend zone
don't know why you think everything ok
walk a mile in my shoes and tell me how far you go like
Im so alone but not anymore
cuz I away got loneliness on my side like
everyday I walk next to some one like
I feel like they are gonna kill
cant trust no one this place
only got one person that I have can trust
and that hard to tell and I know
but let me tell you my story now like
(1:08)
when I was born I started to die
I felt so alone so I ran
I keep running until I fall
don't even know I was there
please don't blame me for the pain
you don't even care so why you askin
please don't you make it worse
please stop askin if Im ok
(1:34)
GOD EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT YOU
I CRY EVERY TIME AND DIE ALL THE TIME
PLEASE DON'T TALK TO ME ANY MORE
YOU AWAY MAKE IT WORSE FOR ME
I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES FROM ALL THE LIES
YOU ARE STUTTERING SO PLEASE STOP IT
SO TELL THE TRUTH FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE
I JUST WANT TO HEAR THE RIGHT THING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH
PLEASE.....JUST DO THE RIGHT THING
I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN LIVE ANY MORE
YOUR JUST ON OTHER DEVIL IN ME
YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME
YA... QUIT ACTIN
YOU MAKE ME WANT TO RUN
IM NOT HAVING FUN
YOU GOT A GUN AND IM THE ONE
(2:20)
I don't know why but Im scared
you left me on the pills again
I guess I will take an OD
you won't even care, I though you loved me
thats what you said, so why you lie
you broke my heart, you broke my soul
and now Im down with anxiety
I got scars in my eyes
like FUCK who are you supposed to be
are you even my mom or the devil
LIKE FUCK...YOU MAKE CRY
have you ever think about how I feel
please, I need some time
some time alone
some time to my depression
I need someone to talk to
I need EMS cuz im dying
(3:05)
dam why you heatin on me
what did I even do
you spreedin all the lies
you spreedin all the roamers about me
like com.on
come face me at the ring
and tell me are you scared of me
you probably gonna cry
I don't know why you do this to me
LIKE FUCK
STUFF ME IN THE BOX
AND PUT ME IN MY CORNER
IM SO ANXIOUS ABOUT MY LIFE
YOU SAY IM NOT GONNA MAKE A LIVING
WELL GUESS WHAT
IM GONNA DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO
MAKING ALL THE RAP IS MY PASSION
CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO ANY MORE
IM GONNA LIVE MY LIFE LIKE IT'S MY LAST DAY
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user_fallen
Member since February 2 2022