my story

i was just a kid from a catholic school

the kid that found a way around every rule.

rapping just to be cool

i went to every class

but you can bet i never passed

my brain was in pieces like broken glass

i was a mess in my past.

but then something happened i changed

life is a highway and i switched lanes.

i started smoking pot

i was trying to untie the knot.

in my train of thought.

summer went by i didnt stop.

then school came around and i got caught.

i started acting dumb.

i was just a kid who wanted to have fun.

hiding from myself i was always on the run.

stopped feeling the pain because i went numb.

then i met this girl i tried to corrupt her to.

while i was picking up the pieces of my old crew

lost a couple because of the bullshit we all went through.

me and her had a little fling.

ha ha come to think of it she still has my ring.

crazy that i still remember that thing.

i love her and she loved me.

we where in love or that's what it appeared to be.

or maybe that was always a dream.

life is usually never as it seems.

then i got kicked out of school.

need to fix my life i was acting like a fool.

then another girl came along and i used her as a tool.

she helped me get back on my feet.

i got back into school and said fuck defeat.

then she played me and threw me away in a heart beat

i turned to drugs.

said fuck it gave up on love.

but then one night i took a trip and got a letter from above.

started looking at things in a different way.

realized some people aren't here to stay.

time started moving faster everyday.

and soon as i met my brother tj.

we started slinging drugs and getting paid.

i was always so fucked up

i couldn't tell you if the sky was blue or gray.

all i know is thanks to him i will never be the same.

but he got lost in drugs and its a shame.

to some people life is nothing but a game

they cheat lie and steal.

its kinda funny fake people made me real

they all made me realize you have to work with what you got.

it doesn't matter whats at the table it just matters what you brought.

im scared from all the battles i have fought.

but its not about winning its about what it taught.

you don't truly find yourself till your completely lost.

a catholic school kid used to sell drugs on the street.

im a different spirit you just have to meet.

this is my story so far. i had to tell it on this beat.

and who knows how it will end right now my story's incomplete.