Dreaming

Dreaming always scheming loner never teaming

No meaning don’t fuck with no one it’s seeming

Not leaving can’t get touch weaving just a briefing

Bad feeling but I’m never kneeling I’ll touch the ceiling

Pills is my healing that’s how I’m dealing without squealing

Heart stealing call it cardiac arrest that’s what I’m seeing

Not fleeing until im forever sleeping

Family forever weeping

Soul never reaping

Feel invincible feel unpredictable movements invisible

No miracle you typical no improvements visible

I’m in my Element writing my ill testament

I’m arrogant not irrelevant pop pills until I get a impediment

No development I’m the same person

15 pill at one time might need a surgeon

Pills got feeling like a man again But it’s faker then mannequin

Try me i’ll Carve your head like a pumpkin

Never scared i’ll look my killer in his eyes face to face

Search a while to find my place just to replace

I’m real mysterious I could kill someone and no one would notice

Pills got me delirious gives me light when I feel hopeless

I’m heartless my soul surrounded by darkness

One and done I gotta win or I’m done

No fear I’ll never run

Don’t care about nothing I ain’t got no feelings

I just want something going up I ain’t got no ceilings

Late night I’m wondering Don’t know if I’ll make it

Prefer to keep quiet so with emotions I just fake it

I’ll start a riot just to get a notion stop and break it

I got demons if I see a better future I’m gonna take it

Saw my own funeral in a dream now in life I can’t won’t quit

Said I’ll never kill my self but then dam the thoughts hit

I’m Tweaking I’m constantly thinking of my own blood just leaking

Never liked speaking so I ain’t saying anything I’m sneaking

I’m a real dummy but In life I never cared for money

Life gets funny it’ll be ironic you’ll be dead or mummy

I have Paranoid thoughts and Something else

In life I don’t no applauds and nothing tells

I got no feelings Feel like a demon

But I got no ceilings I got no reason

Don’t do greetings you not my beacon

I ain’t changing my ways I always gotta stick to the code

If that results in a early death at least I pave the road

I Potential to be successful just look what I showed

But I got no sense in life I got no defense

Don’t need no fence I got offense

I wonder what happens when a Genius see jesus